The above signature picture shows my name and who am i
*- Give me the strength to walk away...
*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...
*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...
Aper yang berlaku sudah pun berlalu , kalau kau ader kisah dulu , begitu jugak aku
Thursday, February 21, 2008,2/21/2008 04:55:00 PM
Hmm....i juz upload a song tittle "Cintaku Dipermainkan"
Duet wif my fren...so guess which voice is mine aite..hahahah
HINT: the softer voice is mine , louder voice is my fren...heheh
Not tat perfect coz it was early in the morning n we are damn sleepy...hur hur hur
New job , new frenz , new surroundingz , new characteristic
Let me try one or two months here....so far is okae..i loike...
Budak2 sumer gerekz punyer , baik pompan , baik lelaki
Hmmm....lets get back to the topic from my previous entry.....
You cant handle a situation n dunno wat to do in tat particular situation?
Wat does tat means to me n mean to you?lol..sounds funny to me
Every people cant solve a problem in life , but there is a way
And finally they manage to solve it in a good n nice way..which makes people happy
And he or she happy too
Ok i finally realise wat i am doing all this while
But i still dunno who is who's fault all this while
You see , certain people do thinks that keeping distance in friendship do make heart grows fonder
Rather den alwaes be close n tat misunderstanding will come n it will become a conflict between them n the friendship will sank into the deep ocean in Pacific Asia coz each of them wanna show off their fucking ego
Tat is true , but some people out there haf different thinking of mindset u see?
For me , i've been M.I.A n wanna keep a distance before , i tried it before
But some people dun care or they don't even bother
But some people still hesitate asking me by saying :
"nanak balas balas k"
coz the person M.I.A before , n den is my turn to M.I.A ; tats y the person say tat
n sometime in sms it says:
"nie confirm nak jauhkan diri"
i didnt reply about 1 hour , tats y the person say tat
n sometime before ending our conversation on the phone:
"ade kata kata akhir?takut u hilangkan diri lagi"
"kalau sincere berkawan,im okae..kalau tak,tak paksa"
"ada ada , takder takder"
So i still did not understand why in the 1st place these people say the above sentence
IF THEY BELIEVE KEEPING DISTANCE MAKES THE HEART GROWS FONDER
BUT WHEN I WANNA KEEP DISTANCE , WHY MUST THEY SAY LIKE TAT TO ME?OMG!!!!
AND NOW THEIR TURN WANNA KEEP DISTANCE?
AND WHY THE HELL MUST SAY TIS NOW N WAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING HERE IN THE 1ST PLACE?lol
Is better to tell earlier rather then blowing it all out
People do hurt when being direct , but people become more hurt when u blow it all out
Which one u prefer?hurt people or hurting people badly
For me for tis situation hurt people is i prefer coz the wound will be cure soon
Rather den being hurt badly , it takes time to cool down n cure the wound
And im badly hurt now
If i know tat im disturbing ur life , bugging ur life n bothering u , irritate u all this while , well senang ckp , Menganggu Kententeraman
Should tell me earlier long time before instead of now
So tat i will not disturb u or better still i will not contact you either
Ouh...tats so deep , i still accept it...but is too deep
Never ever people do tell me tis ever since i live in this world
Ouch!..
Terasa bagai ditusuk sembilu bisa
Pedihnya Entah Bila akan Terhenti
Byk susah la nie mcm
Diam kan diri salah , jadi rapat pun salah
Tapi bile dia nak keep distance boleh , diam kan diri boleh
Aiyooooooo
So sekarang salah siapa dan siapa yang nak jauh kan diri dari siapa?aku atau kau?
Nie bukan soal tak boleh kena tegur atau tidak...i can accept it
So tats y i say it n did it...
Im not whining or merajuk or perangai kebudak budakan
Juz doing wat u wish from me...tats it...consider -End- of the story aite
The answer is in the blog and u are holding it too
Read it carefully den open ur palm n the answer will pop up above ur head
Funny rite?it makes sense when u 1st time read it...but when u think back wat had happen
It does not make me any sense but instead..makes me keep thinking n thinking
Till i become confuse....KELIRU siol!!!!!
But well , like a fren told me
"People do change , if they dun , We should change , Dats how things work in life"
and my fren told me to me too
"There's a point in life when u get tired of trying to fix everything ,
to make that someone happy and u finally decided to QUIT ,
And its not as though u GIVEN UP ,
Its when u finally realise that u dun need tat someone and the bullshit
in ur life"
wakakakkaa...tat sentence does make sense to me..cool
Well , up to u guyz , who wanna frenz wif me or who don't want
is ur choices
who wanna contact wif me and who don't
Feel free to call or sms me if u think u want too..
Dun do it if u think tat nak sedap kan hati aku
Buat benda biar lah dengan ikhlas dan jujur dari hatimu
Jangan pulak part boring , part susah find me...
It depends wether i will or will not help you...
If you haf ur own life...so do i
Coz i have my own life too making a choices for me to help or don't
Sarcastic isn't it?lol...
Who cares?u?i dun think so
Im direct..?too bad lor
Tak tapis?sorry den...
Kurang ajar?i try to change soon
Forgive me for the harsh words n acts towards u all this while
Thanks for everything
I appreciate n treasure u deeply...
If u didnt treasure n appreciate me, i dun mind either coz is ur life , not mine
Gurauan pun jadi dilemma prasangka
Kerana 1 guaraun menjadi 1 tengkaran
Dan berubah sikap antara diri masing masing
So sentisitive n so the negative thinking , yeah my fault , i should not jokes wif u if i know it gonna happen like this
Watever la eh
I erase all the bad memories of the past , only sweet memories in my mind
I forgot wat had happen but only sweet memories i do remember
Dan aku tak akan pendam dalam hati atau simpan-simpan
Coz i dun want to hurt myself no more
I will not keep anymore becoz if i keeping it...it will burn inside
When it burns , im hurt , when it reach to the maximum it will explode
And explode effect the other party
And u will be happy n felt relive but the other party will haf a bad time hurting
For wat?Didnt brings u any benefits.
Im a way too different type of a guy
Today im all out...coz im pissed off...hahahahha
juz laughing so tat i will cool down
nothing to mend about it okae
Didnt even force to be frenz wif me....
Its not the end of the world , lets rewind juz a little bit n hit pause
Aper yang berlaku sudah pun berlalu , kalau kau ader kisah dulu , begitu jugak aku
Kini Ku Sedar Siapa Diri ku ini
Kata Kata Mu Hanya Manis Di Bibir
Usah Buat Ku Sering Terfikir-fikir
Since aku dah keje nie...alahai , tunggu gaji ajer laa!!!
Tak sabar nak shopping , nak blanja org yg pernah tolong aku selama ini
yang pernah buat jasa ngan aku...hur hur hur
kepada saper saper whom i cannot reach...im sorry
saper saper yg dah hilangkan diri , im sorry too
Till now , the time n the journey has ended here for me
I should close this door of life , n open the next one
since after 3 real n phobia repeated n the same dialogue being say n act in my life
tat is the end of my life of PART 1.....
So , wats next in PART 2 ...juz being prepared
Tat is wat my cousin do told me...juz playsafe ard me...
Thanks god..i will alwaes pray , i will be in a good condition
So long my fellow frenz....i haf to go bebeh...i gonna miss u guyz
Im coming back next season bile MOTOR BESAR AKU KLUAR DARI KEDAI!!!
motor besar dah kluar...baru aku active balik...is juz around the corner...weeee!!!
Tis entry takder kene mengena pada sesiapa yang hidup atau pun yang mati
Kalau Korang terasa tu , korang punyer pasal laa...
Siapa Makan chili , dia terasa geli
Rupa Takder Tak Mengapa , Yang Penting Hati Mau Sachok
Bila Bila Mau Steady Wai..!!
Sekian Terima Kasih
Salam Sejahtera dari
Yang Manis , Yang Cute , Dan Yang Penting Hati Mau Sachok
Zul Air Mata
Duet wif my fren...so guess which voice is mine aite..hahahah
HINT: the softer voice is mine , louder voice is my fren...heheh
Not tat perfect coz it was early in the morning n we are damn sleepy...hur hur hur
New job , new frenz , new surroundingz , new characteristic
Let me try one or two months here....so far is okae..i loike...
Budak2 sumer gerekz punyer , baik pompan , baik lelaki
Hmmm....lets get back to the topic from my previous entry.....
You cant handle a situation n dunno wat to do in tat particular situation?
Wat does tat means to me n mean to you?lol..sounds funny to me
Every people cant solve a problem in life , but there is a way
And finally they manage to solve it in a good n nice way..which makes people happy
And he or she happy too
Ok i finally realise wat i am doing all this while
But i still dunno who is who's fault all this while
You see , certain people do thinks that keeping distance in friendship do make heart grows fonder
Rather den alwaes be close n tat misunderstanding will come n it will become a conflict between them n the friendship will sank into the deep ocean in Pacific Asia coz each of them wanna show off their fucking ego
Tat is true , but some people out there haf different thinking of mindset u see?
For me , i've been M.I.A n wanna keep a distance before , i tried it before
But some people dun care or they don't even bother
But some people still hesitate asking me by saying :
"nanak balas balas k"
coz the person M.I.A before , n den is my turn to M.I.A ; tats y the person say tat
n sometime in sms it says:
"nie confirm nak jauhkan diri"
i didnt reply about 1 hour , tats y the person say tat
n sometime before ending our conversation on the phone:
"ade kata kata akhir?takut u hilangkan diri lagi"
"kalau sincere berkawan,im okae..kalau tak,tak paksa"
"ada ada , takder takder"
So i still did not understand why in the 1st place these people say the above sentence
IF THEY BELIEVE KEEPING DISTANCE MAKES THE HEART GROWS FONDER
BUT WHEN I WANNA KEEP DISTANCE , WHY MUST THEY SAY LIKE TAT TO ME?OMG!!!!
AND NOW THEIR TURN WANNA KEEP DISTANCE?
AND WHY THE HELL MUST SAY TIS NOW N WAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING HERE IN THE 1ST PLACE?lol
Is better to tell earlier rather then blowing it all out
People do hurt when being direct , but people become more hurt when u blow it all out
Which one u prefer?hurt people or hurting people badly
For me for tis situation hurt people is i prefer coz the wound will be cure soon
Rather den being hurt badly , it takes time to cool down n cure the wound
And im badly hurt now
If i know tat im disturbing ur life , bugging ur life n bothering u , irritate u all this while , well senang ckp , Menganggu Kententeraman
Should tell me earlier long time before instead of now
So tat i will not disturb u or better still i will not contact you either
Ouh...tats so deep , i still accept it...but is too deep
Never ever people do tell me tis ever since i live in this world
Ouch!..
Terasa bagai ditusuk sembilu bisa
Pedihnya Entah Bila akan Terhenti
Byk susah la nie mcm
Diam kan diri salah , jadi rapat pun salah
Tapi bile dia nak keep distance boleh , diam kan diri boleh
Aiyooooooo
So sekarang salah siapa dan siapa yang nak jauh kan diri dari siapa?aku atau kau?
Nie bukan soal tak boleh kena tegur atau tidak...i can accept it
So tats y i say it n did it...
Im not whining or merajuk or perangai kebudak budakan
Juz doing wat u wish from me...tats it...consider -End- of the story aite
The answer is in the blog and u are holding it too
Read it carefully den open ur palm n the answer will pop up above ur head
Funny rite?it makes sense when u 1st time read it...but when u think back wat had happen
It does not make me any sense but instead..makes me keep thinking n thinking
Till i become confuse....KELIRU siol!!!!!
But well , like a fren told me
"People do change , if they dun , We should change , Dats how things work in life"
and my fren told me to me too
"There's a point in life when u get tired of trying to fix everything ,
to make that someone happy and u finally decided to QUIT ,
And its not as though u GIVEN UP ,
Its when u finally realise that u dun need tat someone and the bullshit
in ur life"
wakakakkaa...tat sentence does make sense to me..cool
Well , up to u guyz , who wanna frenz wif me or who don't want
is ur choices
who wanna contact wif me and who don't
Feel free to call or sms me if u think u want too..
Dun do it if u think tat nak sedap kan hati aku
Buat benda biar lah dengan ikhlas dan jujur dari hatimu
Jangan pulak part boring , part susah find me...
It depends wether i will or will not help you...
If you haf ur own life...so do i
Coz i have my own life too making a choices for me to help or don't
Sarcastic isn't it?lol...
Who cares?u?i dun think so
Im direct..?too bad lor
Tak tapis?sorry den...
Kurang ajar?i try to change soon
Forgive me for the harsh words n acts towards u all this while
Thanks for everything
I appreciate n treasure u deeply...
If u didnt treasure n appreciate me, i dun mind either coz is ur life , not mine
Gurauan pun jadi dilemma prasangka
Kerana 1 guaraun menjadi 1 tengkaran
Dan berubah sikap antara diri masing masing
So sentisitive n so the negative thinking , yeah my fault , i should not jokes wif u if i know it gonna happen like this
Watever la eh
I erase all the bad memories of the past , only sweet memories in my mind
I forgot wat had happen but only sweet memories i do remember
Dan aku tak akan pendam dalam hati atau simpan-simpan
Coz i dun want to hurt myself no more
I will not keep anymore becoz if i keeping it...it will burn inside
When it burns , im hurt , when it reach to the maximum it will explode
And explode effect the other party
And u will be happy n felt relive but the other party will haf a bad time hurting
For wat?Didnt brings u any benefits.
Im a way too different type of a guy
Today im all out...coz im pissed off...hahahahha
juz laughing so tat i will cool down
nothing to mend about it okae
Didnt even force to be frenz wif me....
Its not the end of the world , lets rewind juz a little bit n hit pause
Aper yang berlaku sudah pun berlalu , kalau kau ader kisah dulu , begitu jugak aku
Kini Ku Sedar Siapa Diri ku ini
Kata Kata Mu Hanya Manis Di Bibir
Usah Buat Ku Sering Terfikir-fikir
Since aku dah keje nie...alahai , tunggu gaji ajer laa!!!
Tak sabar nak shopping , nak blanja org yg pernah tolong aku selama ini
yang pernah buat jasa ngan aku...hur hur hur
kepada saper saper whom i cannot reach...im sorry
saper saper yg dah hilangkan diri , im sorry too
Till now , the time n the journey has ended here for me
I should close this door of life , n open the next one
since after 3 real n phobia repeated n the same dialogue being say n act in my life
tat is the end of my life of PART 1.....
So , wats next in PART 2 ...juz being prepared
Tat is wat my cousin do told me...juz playsafe ard me...
Thanks god..i will alwaes pray , i will be in a good condition
So long my fellow frenz....i haf to go bebeh...i gonna miss u guyz
Im coming back next season bile MOTOR BESAR AKU KLUAR DARI KEDAI!!!
motor besar dah kluar...baru aku active balik...is juz around the corner...weeee!!!
Tis entry takder kene mengena pada sesiapa yang hidup atau pun yang mati
Kalau Korang terasa tu , korang punyer pasal laa...
Siapa Makan chili , dia terasa geli
Rupa Takder Tak Mengapa , Yang Penting Hati Mau Sachok
Bila Bila Mau Steady Wai..!!
Sekian Terima Kasih
Salam Sejahtera dari
Yang Manis , Yang Cute , Dan Yang Penting Hati Mau Sachok
Zul Air Mata