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*- Give me the strength to walk away...

*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...

*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...




Zul Air Mata

Alba. Anne. Cat. Eza. Faizura. Fida. Juliana. KiN. Liz. Yunira. Nano.

Thursday, February 14, 2008,2/14/2008 05:37:00 AM

Ok..another bad day...aku kalah jackpot,aku kalah race
Rx-z Open...haiz...might be stupid aku buat benda gini..tapi aper bleh buat
aku dah stress , org ajak race , aku anything , nasib tak main duit...haiyaa...
And aku hampir-hampir accident kerana aku elak kan 1 batu kecik n lagi sikit
Aku nak langgar divider road...*phew*
Kalau tidak , disitu la riwayat hidup aku sei....
Aderlah lagi benda terjadi tadi , aku tanak bilang kat sini...hmmm

Hahaha..bestie , bestie...lol
Tak usah aku meminta maaf?ku tau ku yg bersalah nie hal , tu pasal ku mintak maaf dgn mu
Sedangkan Nabi maafkan umat dia...aper kah lagi kita si manusia yg hidup di dunia yg fanah ini
Aku dah kecik kan hati kau..tu pasal ku meminta maaf...haiz
The matter is tat bukan i dunno u well , tat day u was too sensitive i think so
~Duh...nvm..i forget it liao..juz left wif u still havent forget abt it
Sorry about flooding ur inbox aite.
Bukan aku tertunggu n rasa bersalah , ku cuma ingin berbaik semula seperti dahulu
Dah itu ajer ku pinta dari mu , kemesraaan seperti dulu sebelum terjadi hal begini
Bukan ku nak paranoid , sedangkan kau boleh care n concern terhadap aku
Aperkah aku tak boleh ke?Salah ke ku bertanya n memujuk hati mu?
Tetap aku gagal...
Bukan aku tak appreciate kau , seriously aku appreciate dari tulus ikhlas hati aku
Percayalah aku untuk kali ini
"For god sake , nanti aku carik kau"
Yeah , bile?bile aku tgh dikebumikan kat kubur u will find me back?
Okae , cut the crap
My theory in my life is 90% hit n 10% miss
If things back to normal , ko berbaik semula ngan ku
Tak mungkin macam dahulu lagi , mesti ader renggang sedikit nyer
Happiness n kemesraan mcm dahulu dah takder lagi
But is juz my theory...nothing much

Well well well , it happens twice in my life tat was in 2002 n 2007
Abt receiving a ciggies from a fren / galfren
Happy before i accept the ciggies , still happy after i accept the ciggies
After a few days there was a misunderstanding between each other
And *boom* friendships end there for both incident n for both year
It might sounds like a fairy tale to u guys..but is a fact for me...
And now is happening again in 2008 , happy before i accept the ciggies
Still happy after i accept the ciggies
Now having a misunderstanding between each other
Tapi blum *boom* lagi...
Ku ader feelingz it will happen...kalau dia dah ckp nanti dia carik aku bile dia dah okae
Gelap la nampak nyer...alamat nyer takder laa...senyap laaa
Aku tak mengharapkan akan jadi gini..plz plz plz
Adakah menerima rokok bersalah dlm hal nie?
Guess wat tat is the last box which she gave to me to smoke in my fucking life
Cause i hate ciggies!!!!...because of ciggies things happen like tis
OKAE ZUL CUT THE CRAP PLZ....PLZ...PLZ

Okae , i promise , i will not flood ur sms again , i will not paranoid
Let it be wat is gonna be
Kalau dah tak kuasa nak layan ku lagi
Lupekan aku dan ibaratkan Zul Minyak tak pernah wujud dlm list kawan kau
Kalau kau rasa kau masih dan anggap ku bestie kau dan ingin rapat semula seperti dahulu, terpulanglah..dan terserah
Hubungilah ku semula dan bermesra seperti dahulu
Kalau tak pun , disitu lah bermula dan disitu la berakhirnya persahabatan kita okae
I really dun wish too
Ok zul cut the crap again plz for god sake...
I will not disturb u for the time being okae my dear bestie , i will juz wait...n im gonna miss u alot
Happy Valentine's day my dear bestie...hur hur hur

Is 6:30 am already , aku masih blum tido n aku tak boleh tido
Nanti pagi nie , aku nak kene pegi hospital...actually lepas balik race tadi
aku patut pegi...tapi relek dulu , sakit sgt,penat sgt
Nanti pagi baru aku pegi...okae la kawan kawan kuz yg sedang baca entry aku
Today is Valentine's day , hope korang have a happy dating okae
Loving saner , loving sini..gonna be so sweet 1 2 1 exchange valentine's present
Sweet kan?hehehehe...for me?Duduk rumah sudah la...single lagi pun...nak kluar gi aner?
Tangkap Stim tgk couple2 romen?wakakakakkakakaka

Ok lae guys , Gd Morning , Stay Happy Alwaes
Yang Penting Hati Mau Sachok