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The above signature picture shows my name and who am i *- Give me the strength to walk away... *- Give me the hope to mend this heart... *- Give me the chance to see love smile again...
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Story Of My Life...Searching For The Rite
Saturday, February 23, 2008,2/23/2008 11:54:00 AM
PS:Well done Zul,i didnt smoke for about nearly 2 weeks.Thanks to the incident and infact her too...Thanks...=] Pain!!..Pain!!..Pain!!! Leg Pain!!..Heart Also Pain!! My Leg Pain because of the accident My heart pain because of the previous incident (Rthym kaper?) Bapak aku urut kan kaki aku....pain!!!Today work half day liao...but i reach home early..Tat's not half day la sei...wakakakka.I got 1 week mc due the the accident but i still come to work.My colleagues do tell me."Boy,mc buat hal mc uh,tak payah dtg,relek kat umah tgk blue sua la!!" Mcm sial kan si Kafi tu...dia sorang paling kecoh n paling world kat keje!..hahahahah Ala...im bored at home,nobody want to ajak aku kluar,takder contact aku pun..might as well i go work.Atleast i haf something to do better den nothing rite?Today is Sat bebeh , tomorrow is Sun..Woot!!...Off liao!!..Akceli no plan for this 2 days , but den Yus sms me juz now today meet at Forum.Tempat biasa,time biasa,buat keje biasa...Im not involving wif his cutting meeting.Tgk amacam lah bro..kaki aku tgh gini baru accident,mak aku pun bising,suruh duduk umah.Satu org pun takder tanyer khabar aku....sedih tau...haiyooo..But still i haf to come rite bro.ehehehe. I was been awake from a call at 2am juz now.Baru habis dgr crita Misteri Jam 12.Tgh seram lak tu,nak gi toilet pun seram,nak mintak teman,kawan yg selalu teman aku dah tak fwen n tak contact aku lagi..HEHEHEHEH....Tahan sak..but den someone called me "Zul mana lu?pecut hougang skrg plz,favour uh bro,favour!!wa mintak tlg nie!!" Dah giler kaper??aku tgh takut2 nie,and dah pukul 2 pagi siol,nak pegi hougang? Kirim salam sua la...but his voice was like in trouble.Should i go? I already regret for sacrificing my "Precious"time n my life for helping people n sacrificed for them..sometimes i do work in the morning but still i help people,spend time wif people teman diorang.I dun mind la sei..Ya it Is true i didnt earn anything,but in fact sooner or later aku dibuang mcm gitu?Ader yg tanak layan lagi,ader nak keep in distance or watever shit reasons...bla bla bla.But to think back,Pernah aku tak turun?Pernah aku tak tolong?Pernah aku tak teman?Walaupun jauh mcm maner,walaupun aku ngantuk n penat mcm aner.Bukan aku nak mengira,juz feel sad coz in return i get this...yes n i did go to hougang tis morning,help my bro coz he haf some problem,i thought wanna ask somebody to accompany me,but nvm,dun want to disturb people at this time...Cck to hougang...aku pecut?lol...15 min la siol!!!.Dia pun terkejut sak "Eh,Lu nyer Rx-z pakai enjin R1 kaper siol? Hahahaha....yek eleh,road clear,aku pump uh 140-160km/h...hur hur hur... Susah senang aku tetap turun n tolong,i dun mind either.but in return is so painful deep inside my heart. I ever told my bestie,tak perlu la jaga hati org kerana dia tak pernah mintak pun.kalau dia nak mintak,dia tak mintak,but dia akan kasi hint or watever shit i forgot..but now,aku kene balik sendiri juz recently from "somebody"....tup tup kau nak jauhkan diri.u know who u are.Im so sad.Nvm,asal kan dia happy ajer la.Nah,i juz have to be patient wat had happen.It is all juz a matter of fate infact i guess.I didnt ask for it either and i dun wish too also.Di mana ader kebenaran,di situ ader jalanyer.Jgn ikut kan ur Ego plz...for god sake plz..So i Reach home at 6 am...tgh ngantuk 2...naik motor tertido tido sei..nasib takder aper aper jadi... Haiz For me,wat happen in the past cant never be turn back And there is a reason why they didnt make it to my future instead.. My Journey starts a few days back,now back to 0 And i will not turn back,coz i regret n dah kecik hati with those incident When the times come,i will juz fade away walks down at lane of the Switz n bitter memories I will alwaes there for u if u need me. You're alwaes been remembered Nothing to find or know more about me...but only 2 things is a must for u to wait n come..the thing is Hari Perkahwinan aku bile aku bersanding Hari perkebumian aku bile aku meninggal dunia Okae...bapak aku ajak aku mandi motor samer samer la sei Tapi kaki aku tgh sakit nie...abeh cam ner? takper uh...ala kadar sudah la...motor aku nie pun DAH NAK jual,tak payah lawa2..wakkaka Ok la...nak suruh mak aku urut kaki aku nie....you guys take care alwaes...ride safe bebeh...today is Sat Enjoy ur weekends wif u frenz,family n the person u in love wif Bubbye... | |||