The above signature picture shows my name and who am i

*- Give me the strength to walk away...

*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...

*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...




Zul Air Mata

Alba. Anne. Cat. Eza. Faizura. Fida. Juliana. KiN. Liz. Yunira. Nano.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008,2/13/2008 04:24:00 AM

Well i guess today is my bad day coz
Many probs came across n a new probs juz arrived

Minyak Motor aku halfway dahbis

Finding a way to get money to pay my bill or i will end up in court n remand

My migrane coming back , my head is aching

And lastly

I had a conflict n misunderstanding wif my dear bestie

Dear bestie , i know is my fault , ya is my fault.plz forgive me plzzzzzzzz
Im kinda in no mood , n the way i sms u is in a joke mode
and i was hoping u will joke to me back to make me happy instead but things when haywire
You take it seriously.Im so sad n i know u are hurt too....
I really2 appreciate n treasure you, i didnt mean anything in tat sms.Trust Me
I know n i can see n feel you are showing ur care n concern towards me
Im fully regret smsing u in tat manner.Tis is my 1st time seeing u angry to me tis bad
I will never ever dissapear again , i treasure n appreciate u more den wat u did as
I told n promise with you last time.Take n keep those words in your heart
The way u talk to me as if like u dun want to talk wif me already
And tat my 1st time i ever heard i called u up u ask me "Nak Aper"
HaizZzZzZz......
Ya i know u did sms me saying tat u wanna relax 1st before getting worst
Yeah , i do understand , but i juz feel guilty doing tis to you....
I dun want things to went wrong again , i wanna be frenz n close as we are use to be
Im seeking for forgiveness towards you
But
If you still carry on and take it like this , up to u wanna be my bestie/frenz again
I juz dun want the happiness n the friendship ends today...i dun waaaaaannttttttt
Plz dun take so long to relax....i do have my care n concern towards you too okae
Plz forgive me , i will alwaes wait for u to beep my cell phone before my line been cut off k
I juz wanna be like wat we are used to be okae
I really hope u will be okae by today...

I cant sleep rite now...becoz i cant sleep..my mind is mess up badly..
Haiyooo.....aperlah nasib aku di 2008 nie
Adakah rokok yang bersalah dalam hal nie?Yes or No?
Might be Yes n might be NO
I've been through twice...dun want to happen for the 3rd time
Today incident is juz giving me a hint n can feel one quarter of the bad atmosphere
Plz dun happen....i still haf 10 ciggarettes stick left which my bestie gave me....
Wonder if accepting the ciggies might cause it?
Or it juz maybe my lame imagination...only Allah knoes better den everybody

I can't sleep , darn but juz wish u all
Gd nitez , Swit Dreamz
&
Happy Valentine's Day
ok no need to wish to me coz im single n not going out for sure on that day
lain la kalau ader org sudi nak kluar ngan aku nie...saper la aku nie kan...hur hur hur
And for my bestie , hope u okae wif me soon okae bebeh?hehehe
Appreciate n treasure u deeply....hehehe...kheee~~~~~

Selamat Malam Romeo!!!