The above signature picture shows my name and who am i

*- Give me the strength to walk away...

*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...

*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...




Zul Air Mata

Alba. Anne. Cat. Eza. Faizura. Fida. Juliana. KiN. Liz. Yunira. Nano.

Saturday, February 9, 2008,2/09/2008 06:33:00 PM

Well Life goes on as normal.
2008 is like a bad year for me la sei...haiz
tis year Valentine's im single again?haiz...aper la nasib
btw i got Movie Couple Tix on 16 Feb.the movie tittle "Jumper"
Guess im watching alone...since nobody wanna accompany me...haiz

Yesterday when to yishun damp meet my frenz...nothing much la at there
same old spot...same old scenery...same road..pegi balik org race kehulur kehilir
kalau motor kuat tu takper jgk....mcm faham cina cina nie...zzzz
reach home about 6 am....den went to sleep

And..i woke up late...n i forget to wake my dear fren to go to work
Lucky me...she woke up earlier n she going to work already
Kalau la dia tak bangun....jgn kata aku mampus , dgn dia skali mampus
Sorry Eh my fren...i overshot...nanak marah okae...*peace*

I want to go out juz now...and when im found out something bad happen on my lovely bike
My Sideboard , PECAH!!!!
wat the hell!!....i know my sideboard already broken , but i dun give a damn
but tis time , on the right side is totally broken , as if there was a powerfull impact kicking it
something like tat la...and my left side is gone , somebody stole it
common la....its broken already why must steal it?nabei cheebai!!!
DARAH WA NAIK SIOLLLL!!!!
LU BIKIN WA PANAASSS!!!!!!!!!!
Oh My god....sway kaper aku nie???dah la sikit ari aku jatuh motor
hari nie kene pecah kan plak...itu hilang la..
ASAL TAK CURIK 1 MOTOR TRUS???PUAS HATI PER!!!!

Now i want to buy sideboard , i no money sei . Im Jobless since last 1 n a half week ago
Im jobless , no money , no ciggarettes , n i haf nothing , now my bike in tis condition
n i can't go out , nak mintak Ayah dan Ibu duit , tak sampai hati coz
Ayah sakit kuat , i know he sick since when im small
Ibu pun sakit , tapi tak seteruk Ayah
But they didn't tell me untill i finished my NS life
All this while they bring me up , susah senang diorang besar kan aku
Ayah pulak sakit dia datang2...kalau dah sakit den baik...
tapi
sekarang nie dia sakit kuat...tapi dia masih bekerja , dia pun dah berumur
bila bila dia boleh berhenti bekerja , i pitty him
Sekarang Ayah tgh terbaring kat katil , mengalir air mata aku ini
bile tgk dia
Aku tak tau mcm aner nak balas jasa diorang
Ayah dan Ibu sahajer Zul harapkan dalam dunia ini , takder org lain
Janganlah korang pergi dulu sebelum aku dpt jaga korang seperti korang jaga
aku masa aku kecik dulu
Zul akan sentiasa doakan Ayah dan Ibu sentiasa sihat wal-alfiat selamanye
Zul sayang Ayah dan Ibu tau
Ya Allah ya tuhan aku kasi la aku peluang dan jalan untuk aku mencari rezeki yg halal
Ampun kan lah dosa Ayah dan Ibuku dan jugak diriku ini
Amin

Bile Gembira kawan ketawa sesama bile aku nangis tiada saper pun turut menangis sesamer
So I guess there will be nobody out there can help me , nak kluar?wanna pillion me?i dun think so
Yeah i can tell my frenz n my bestfrenz about tis probs , but what can they do?
They can only give me opinion n advice i guess , nothing much sei
Aperlah nasib aku nie yang malang....

Allah sajer yg tau isi hati aku dan perasaan aku dan hidup aku yg merana sekarang


Much Love ,

Zul Minyak