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The above signature picture shows my name and who am i *- Give me the strength to walk away... *- Give me the hope to mend this heart... *- Give me the chance to see love smile again...
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Saturday, February 9, 2008,2/09/2008 06:33:00 PM
Well Life goes on as normal. 2008 is like a bad year for me la sei...haiz tis year Valentine's im single again?haiz...aper la nasib btw i got Movie Couple Tix on 16 Feb.the movie tittle "Jumper" Guess im watching alone...since nobody wanna accompany me...haiz Yesterday when to yishun damp meet my frenz...nothing much la at there same old spot...same old scenery...same road..pegi balik org race kehulur kehilir kalau motor kuat tu takper jgk....mcm faham cina cina nie...zzzz reach home about 6 am....den went to sleep And..i woke up late...n i forget to wake my dear fren to go to work Lucky me...she woke up earlier n she going to work already Kalau la dia tak bangun....jgn kata aku mampus , dgn dia skali mampus Sorry Eh my fren...i overshot...nanak marah okae...*peace* I want to go out juz now...and when im found out something bad happen on my lovely bike My Sideboard , PECAH!!!! wat the hell!!....i know my sideboard already broken , but i dun give a damn but tis time , on the right side is totally broken , as if there was a powerfull impact kicking it something like tat la...and my left side is gone , somebody stole it common la....its broken already why must steal it?nabei cheebai!!! DARAH WA NAIK SIOLLLL!!!! LU BIKIN WA PANAASSS!!!!!!!!!! Oh My god....sway kaper aku nie???dah la sikit ari aku jatuh motor hari nie kene pecah kan plak...itu hilang la.. ASAL TAK CURIK 1 MOTOR TRUS???PUAS HATI PER!!!! Now i want to buy sideboard , i no money sei . Im Jobless since last 1 n a half week ago Im jobless , no money , no ciggarettes , n i haf nothing , now my bike in tis condition n i can't go out , nak mintak Ayah dan Ibu duit , tak sampai hati coz Ayah sakit kuat , i know he sick since when im small Ibu pun sakit , tapi tak seteruk Ayah But they didn't tell me untill i finished my NS life All this while they bring me up , susah senang diorang besar kan aku Ayah pulak sakit dia datang2...kalau dah sakit den baik... tapi sekarang nie dia sakit kuat...tapi dia masih bekerja , dia pun dah berumur bila bila dia boleh berhenti bekerja , i pitty him Sekarang Ayah tgh terbaring kat katil , mengalir air mata aku ini bile tgk dia Aku tak tau mcm aner nak balas jasa diorang Ayah dan Ibu sahajer Zul harapkan dalam dunia ini , takder org lain Janganlah korang pergi dulu sebelum aku dpt jaga korang seperti korang jaga aku masa aku kecik dulu Zul akan sentiasa doakan Ayah dan Ibu sentiasa sihat wal-alfiat selamanye Zul sayang Ayah dan Ibu tau Ya Allah ya tuhan aku kasi la aku peluang dan jalan untuk aku mencari rezeki yg halal Ampun kan lah dosa Ayah dan Ibuku dan jugak diriku ini Amin Bile Gembira kawan ketawa sesama bile aku nangis tiada saper pun turut menangis sesamer So I guess there will be nobody out there can help me , nak kluar?wanna pillion me?i dun think so Yeah i can tell my frenz n my bestfrenz about tis probs , but what can they do? They can only give me opinion n advice i guess , nothing much sei Aperlah nasib aku nie yang malang.... Allah sajer yg tau isi hati aku dan perasaan aku dan hidup aku yg merana sekarang Much Love , Zul Minyak | |||