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The above signature picture shows my name and who am i *- Give me the strength to walk away... *- Give me the hope to mend this heart... *- Give me the chance to see love smile again...
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I haf no idea....
Monday, June 30, 2008,6/30/2008 12:02:00 AM
PART 1 Am i a fool or im juz making fool of myself? I think im making fool of myself am i? Why? Why must i sacrifices , care n concern towards a person If the person didn't even appreciate it , didn't bother abt me Didn't care abt me or even worst Didn't even realise tat im showing / giving them those thingy.... Well , let's recall back I ever remember , i ever advice my used to be "Bestfren" Or should i consider still my "Bestfren"..erk..no idea , up to her..lol Wat i did told tat... Buat aper nak jaga hati org , kalau org tu tak pernah / tak jaga hati kita langsung... Buang masa ajer... Yeah~yeah..tis is wat i told....and now , tat sentence bounce back to me...BY FATE Oh well , i am a fool?lol..i think so so so so...HmMmMmMm... [ The Scene] Okae lets put or imagine one Scene there is a guy n a gal Get to known for a few years , months , weeks OR days... Whereby EITHER one of them giving HOPE to another without he / she realising it.. And when the particular person confess tat they are only juz frenz not more den tat Eventually when he / she beginning to fall in love wif either one and here comes when they heard tat the other person only treat them only as fren wat he or she gonna feel? If u all can help me to answer this question Can help me to give solution to this question Plz leave the answer at my tagboard.Thanks HmMmMmMmMm....... - End of Scene- Eventualy Im juz confused in my life rite now....I dunno wat to do I dunno wat should i do next... Should i confess to her or not too? Izzit Harm or no harm to me n her?I dunno.... Wat will gonna happen if i confess?hmmm Do we still be frenz like now if u reject? Or there will be drifting between us? Is not tat i haf no guts or no confidence... Is juz tat...entah la , tak tau nak explain macam aner sei!!! Walau...Entah la eh... Terserah kepada yang maha esa Kita merancang , tuhan yang menentukan.... Shouldn't get anymore futher i guess... Only 1 person know who am i referring to this Entry of PART 1 -End- PART 2 Seriously , i hate people who keep repeating same old thing When i can simply remember it..Trust me , i wont forget it.. Im juz simply get irritated when tat thing come bugging me you see!!!! I can juz burst anytime and anywhere and i dun give a damn Whether u are a gal or a guy...i dun give a fuck in ur arse motherfucker I'll bet i gonna make ur life fucking miserable one day if you continue doing this serious shit Hell yeah , no money?den dun go to club?Well if u intend to bounce back to me and say i haf no money i fucking borrow ur fucking $10...OH HELL YEAH...its becoz i didnt bring my fucking ATM u moron!!!I dun haf fucking cash , i dun party..tat's my style , i dun go asking people to borrow money....Well u simply went to tat club together wif ur frenz , and u did know tat u dun haf why the hell u following?you think tat *BBO can jamin masuk?HELLO?tat *BBO is a YP...its a miracle if the *BBO can jamin into a HIGH CLASS club...Logic?Den the *BBO left u alone outside..and u did call me u want ur fucking $10 and then change to $20 becoz u haf no cash and wanna go to tat fucking place?OH HELL YEAH.... Serious shit..u've been buggin me since 1 week ago..i did tell u when i gonna give u rite?so juz fucking wait , i will not run away u arse hole... Serious shit , i wanted to give u on tat day itself...but wat makes me change my mind is , everyday , u keep reminding n repeating it...so serve u rite bitch...not my prob anymore OKAE? Mengamok nampak! mengamok nampak! mengamok nampak! Im not angry la..juz irritated n pissed off...after tat im okae...hehehehhe See u tis coming Wednesday gal , i will give u...okae bitch?~duh $10 macam $10 juta siol....kaninna bei chibai!!! Only 1 person know who am i referring to this Entry of PART 2 -End- PART 3 Nano , nano nano nano..nano nano nano , nano nano nano.... Ipod NANO? Nah u wrong....!!! Gula-gula NANO? Tooot!!...u wrong again... But she is a fren of mine name Nano!!!..hur hur hur.... Last sat when out wif her to watch movie... She wanna watch Incredible Hulk , yeah she ever told me before the movie came out in Singapore Lol..when to Cathay..the shows started at 9:30 pm , we reach at 9:30 pm...okae fine We went to Plaza Singapura , the earliest n latest is at 02:30 am...SAPER MAU LAYAN!!! Well , i can see boring n upset impression at her face...alalalalalal...kesian dia... I haf no idea wat gonna watch so i decide to watch "Wanted" Why? Becoz of Angelina jolie!!!...dah tua tapi dia masih SEK tau!!!!hehehehe So we watch tat movie...very very nice action pack movie...there is a smile on Nano face Thanks god..im relief..*phew...atleast she smiled , im happy...HAHAHAHHAA.. Oh but before tat..gonna tell 1 thing happen inside Plaza Singapura when we reach at ard 9:30pm I've been trying to search bike parking lot...almost all full until i got to found 1.. I think about 10 mins going up n down the carpark..... Im getting hot in here , so please take off ur clothes...lol..im sweating actually..hehhe So while walking to the entrance of the building...we walk at a side slope.. Which was a low ceiling and there is a SIGN saying tat low ceiling or watever shit... When i saw tat , i try to pull Nano to the other side... But this gal , so the eksen tau...dia tanak...."KEDEBAK!!!!!!!!" AMEK KAU UBAT!!!!!... HAHAHA...i cant stop laughing when i saw she hit the SIGNBOARD... HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA... She is so cute!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH Only i saw tat...hahaha..nobody else...u very lucky tau... Ok peace Nano...hehehhee After watching movie , bla bla bla...i meet my frenz and when to KTM... Had some drinks and den i and Nano when to P.ris park to chill there till morning.... Eventually haf a great day n time wif her all this while.... Dun u worry even ur mood swings everytime... U do show ur temper or watever things I still do haf a great time wif u every moment I will never take it too hard my dear fren.... Trust me for sure... Haf a nice day wif her...hahahahhaha For sure i will neva forget wat u HIT at the carpark..!!hahahaha -END- Well i guess the time has come My journey Starts here.... Move on or not too?HmMmMm... I think i should...Gd Luck Zul Minyak Yang Penting , HATI MAU SACHOK...... | |||