The above signature picture shows my name and who am i

*- Give me the strength to walk away...

*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...

*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...




Zul Air Mata

Alba. Anne. Cat. Eza. Faizura. Fida. Juliana. KiN. Liz. Yunira. Nano.

Niat Di Hati Ingin Membawa Diri....
Wednesday, June 25, 2008,6/25/2008 07:05:00 PM

Well , after so long..tis gonna be my entry...


As days goes by
Weeks goes by
Every hour
Every min
I spend most of my times wif my dearly fren Nano
Nitelyfe wif her , chilling wif her and also went riding wif her together wif my frenz...
Share my probs to her
She share her probs to me
?Am i bothering you?
?Am i such a nuisance to you?
Nobody knows only she herself n Allah knows
And i haf nothing much to say after all....

Tis month of June or should i say tis "SWAY" month brings me alot of
Tragic , History
Mystery and a Gift to me...
Let me say it point by point , by the way tis is only Recall back the story
Nothing much den this , no negative thinking
No hard feelingz plz..juz wanna share wat i went through

First.
My parents disheartened wif me coz im working as despatch rider
they hate me for working tat job coz life is very risky AND
now im riding bigger bike they become more worried about me
Untill now...guess i should change my job A.S.A.P

Second.
Seriously i like galz / peoples wif their own CHARISMA
Dunno the meaning?find it urself
I get to know a gal since in ITE since 4 years ago , her name is Nano
Hardly contact her till tis year becoz she is single..HAHAHAHHAA
Easy for me to contact a single status gal..hur hur hur
Our 1st out is partying at Dbl O..after so long i didnt club
Oh she brings back my nitelyfe simple say!!..~duh
Wat makes me contact her is tat..she had a own charisma..
Different from others...tats all , nothing much...LoL!
You simply make me smile everyday...hahahahah
And oh ya..i didnt believed tat i got Drunk at M.O.S n Dbl O
After so long i hardly to get drunk...i dunno why tis time!!!
Thanks to Nano..
She take care of me at M.O.S n Dbl O...
You brighten up my lyfe all this while...
God bless you Nano...

Third.
Riding experiences for me..not tat long..only abt 2 years plus...
after so long i ride..never before been summon for speeding or watever demerit point shit
in my entire riding life...tis is my 1st time im being summon...
From Tzm to Krr to Rxz and to Super 4....never been before..
But wif my COMPANY BIKE!!!!!!...kene summon la sei...
Speeding at Telok Blangah Rd 10:14AM...wat the fuck???
Speed limit is 60km/h..and i rode ard 80km/h!!!
Traffic summon me $150 n 6 demerit points for tat extra 20km/h?
Bullshit sia...OMG...walau wif my company bike...!!
Waaa..sway sei..Eh Siallahh!!!!!Siallah!!!!!Siallah!!!!Duit lagi!!
Tis morning b4 going to work , walau..no mood..WHY?
my bike been scracthes...quite deep...kaninna...
If i get the person..for sure aku CHOP CHOP tangan dia...
Need to send my bike for servicing so long after 2 months n change
my sprocket n chain...walau..duit lagi!!!
Fought wif my colleague at work..i dunno why....he dun even haf
system n communication in working...tak pernah aku mengira...walau...
Tis type of human being also have...kaninna chibai!!!Seriously today
I haf no fucking mood to work...i need time off
-End-

Well i need somebody to talk wif...but i dunno who?
I cant be disturbing n talk wif Nano at tis period..coz she ain't feeling well so i shall not disturb her and futhermore
She haf no mood for NO reason..her mood swingz i think so...
So no use for me..coz i try to reach her but i fail...coz she will remain silence for so long....Haiz
Juz wait lor...hmmmpphh...
Mengamuk puas puas k den baru call Zul...hahahahaha...*bluek*
Take care of yourself aite..

Well tonite i dunno where to go to..
Either when to Karaoke wif my frenz...
Or go to M.O.S...try to contact Nano but i failed...hmmmphh...
~duh..haiz....
I need to go out to relief my stress...and after tat i need to take a rest....
Feel like making myself drunk today...if cannot drunk i force to be drunk!!..~duh
So to IcaDegilz...i dah update blog i OKAE!!!...Baca la puas puas tau!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

K la guyz...wif tis type of feelingz , better for me to M.I.A for the moment
i need a time OFF....
Im sorry if i disappear for the time being...
God bless u guyz n galz...
Its a raining season anyway...standby ur raincoat
Those who walk..standby ur umbrella ela ela eh eh eh eh~~
Tats all for today...
Remember..

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