The above signature picture shows my name and who am i

*- Give me the strength to walk away...

*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...

*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...




Zul Air Mata

Alba. Anne. Cat. Eza. Faizura. Fida. Juliana. KiN. Liz. Yunira. Nano.

The Last Kisses...
Friday, July 11, 2008,7/11/2008 05:48:00 AM

By all mean , i didn't intend to say it..
By all mean , i didn't think and say tat word
Its juz my anger...
Coz i lost of words

Ya true , i did hurt u badly , really bad
Till u shouted at me infront of everybody
U are about to cry , tears are about rolling from ur eyes
I can see tat..so do i
Its my fault , my biggest mistake to you...
And im the 1st guy to say tat
Im sorry
I dunno wat to do next juz to make u forgive me
And
Forget about it totally
By all mean , juz tell me wat to do
BUT
Dun end the friendship for god sake...
I accept u who u are..
But u juz too mad at me..coz im the 1st guy am i rite?
You ask me to leave u n dun disturb ur life anymore
You wanna end the friendship and tie a knot there?

Juz becoz of tat?
I haf no more words to say
Memories wif you , i will keep n it will alwaes lingers in my mind FOREVER
Every human being deserve a 2nd chance..
But i guess not for me...i didnt even get a chance
I cant leave u but u insist me and ask me to do so
Im juz upset , very very very sad
Since u ask for it
Hope u lead a happy life after today
And hope 1 day somebody out there can give u happiness n watever u want

Now i haf nobody to talk wif
Nobody to chill out wif
Nobody to party together
Nobody can brighten up my life
Nobody can take care of me when im drunk
Nobody can even make me smile again..
Except you...

You urge me , u ask me to leave...
You leave ur footstep in my heart...
I did cry , cant u see tat time...
Before i walk away
I did give u a kiss at ur forehead and ur cheek
Tat kiss means alot to me in ma life for 4 years
Tats going to be the LAST KISSES

I miss you so much after today...
I goin to miss you alotz..
Bubbye...