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*- Give me the strength to walk away...

*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...

*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...




Zul Air Mata

Alba. Anne. Cat. Eza. Faizura. Fida. Juliana. KiN. Liz. Yunira. Nano.

The story of ma life , past , present...& her...
Sunday, July 20, 2008,7/20/2008 04:42:00 PM

:::...Drunk?HangOver? Wo pu che tau lei...:::

Okae , semalam aku mabuk rabak..seriously...hur hur hur

Yeah , semalam jumpa budak RM kat hakim gi badok..den gi riding awhile
After tat aku cabut , aku gi mos...WIF
Brader brader lamer aku..yeah...all the old timers...cina n melayu
Brader Brader gangster aku...wakaka...after so long tak enjoy samer samer
So yesterday kita sumer juz waiting for mangsa ajer...saper langgar confirm jadi makanan
Wakaka...fanatik kan kan kan?like u care like tat if im fanatik..hur hur hur

So kat dlm mos diorang dah bukak 3 Martell an a few jugs.A few ke?alot siol...
Sat nite Mos was fun but fucking cramp , rimas lemas siol aku
EeEeEe...mcm nak lempang ajer satu satu yg pass by aku..wakakaka
Tawaf punyer tawaf carik mangsa takder pulak....maklumlah , master dah ramai..hehehe
Kita pun kluar...by den its already 4:30am...den 1 old time cina nie ajak gi Pub Rumours
Juz beside erk..entah eh...aper aku tau is ard Attica nyer area uh but its lvl 2
Oke..sampai saner...sumer cina..kita kita jer melayu...age limit is 27 for guys...25 for gals..
Tapi aper nak heran....big boss ader..so tak kisah la...dia ibaratkan mcm Chan Ho Nam..
wakakakkaka
So kat saner..dia bukak botol lagi...lagi 5 martell...pukimak!!!!
Aku jadi songsang....aku jadi sasau...aku dah mabuk toddiiii....hur hur
Aku tak tau aku kol saper , aku sms saper...aku bobal aper...sumer aku tak tau...
Aper aku tau , aku balik naik teksi..dah tu jer..wakakakaka
Sampai rumah.....nak control tapi tak bleh control...dah kene Peh Pot Peh Pot kat telinga nie...
Alaarrr.....bingit jer...lol....haf fun la yesterday nite..hilang segala stress aku

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:::::Story of ma life , the past the present & Her:::::

Hmmm...she had left to bali..lol...yes Mira Eirmelia..
Thanks being my true fren for 7 solid years..wakakakaka...
dia call aku nangis2 , coz dia break ngan matair dia...~duh...ko fikir aku registration counter ehk?
waakakkaa....actually before she go to bali , she wanna meet me coz she miss me alot..lol
I also miss u la sei....wakakakakkaka...but den dia jumpa matair dia kan...
Ya ya..priorty on him oke...coincidence matair dia pun brader aku..uh..bagus la tu..wakakka
Recently Mira found out tat aku campur balik budak baju lamer aku.....ya ya ya
before she go to bali she did tell me...
"Zul Minyak , u're are my true fren , u alwaes there for me..but pls , i dun like n dun want u to mix wif Boi dragon n those guys again , i juz dun want u to be like the old u , the last time..pls"

Yes Mira , thanks for the advice...thanks alot...its true..recently aku campur diorang balik....
I noe wat i am doing...nobody can stop me who i wanna mix..im a guy..i can take care of myself
But for a gal...need to be careful when mixing ard wif people....
Mira kau sendiri tau per , dulu aku gantung baju pasal seseorang ini...and atlast wat did i get?
I get nothing but regret...
Now aku gantung cutting aku pasal seseorang ini jugak..and atlast wat did i get?
I get nothing too..but regret , sadness and JEALOUSY i felt
So im juz confused rite now in life..whom should i mix...whom should i contact?
Who can make me happy besides u Mira...but u are happily attached...
I understand..hahaha...
There is no one except for my braders n guyfrenz...
How abt galfrenz?
~duh , dun talk abt it aite...sakit la hati....
Kalau ader kawan pompan , tapi kalau diorang tak tau nak jaga hati..aper gunanye?
Yes Mira , aku hampir2 ikut baju balik....diorang tak perlu offer..diorang selalu menanti aku
But aku tanak...wat i mean aku dah cuci tangan means aku dah cuci tangan
Aku dah relek means aku dah releks...NO CUTTING , NO BAJU....Aku solo , aku single...
But den.....its all depends on situation aite...one day u will noe wat i mean...

5 solid years aku ikut gangster....i've been thru all shits
i done so many sins...
I regret many things
4 solid years aku ikut cutting...i've been thru all shits too
i do so many illegal things
i met so many accidents
i feel regret..

Maybe for u all , im too young to regret now...but its better to regret now rather den regret later on
Dun worry Mira , i will not follow or change back to the old me....i noe my limits...i juz mix ard wif them as normal wat we used to be....but for god sake..i will not involve anything wif them again....including wif my cutting......and as for now....
Aku masih rasa..sakit hati..aku masih rasa cemburu di hati...hmmm...entah la kenaper
Ader la sebab sebab nyer la kan.....
Maklumlah dah ader kawan baru katakan....mesra la sgt...
Siapa yang makan chilli , dia terasa geli
Nvm , its oke.....
Doa² kau bahagia ngan dia la IF u bring him to ur future...tats all about it...
Frankly , i really really mish her badly.....but wat to do..haizZzZz...

Now im dunno wat to do next..wakakkaa.......juz wait for sms or call...to ajak kluar
Kalau tak....TIDO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wOhOoOOoOoOo....

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