The above signature picture shows my name and who am i

*- Give me the strength to walk away...

*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...

*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...




Zul Air Mata

Alba. Anne. Cat. Eza. Faizura. Fida. Juliana. KiN. Liz. Yunira. Nano.

Kuasa dan Cubaan Allah di bulan Ramadhan....
Wednesday, September 3, 2008,9/03/2008 09:26:00 PM

Phew...i feel like crying...
I feel like going to somewhere where there is no one else
And shout will all of my voice
And gonna cry like fucking hell
Emo huh?
NOOOOO!!!!!

BUT!!!!!

As far as i am concern and u all too...aku nie keje sebagai Despatch Rider
attach to a Switzerland company name Swisspost which is a franchise in Singapore
~duuhh...
Korang fikir keje jadi despatch senang ehk?
Nie hah..kulit aku dah gelap...keje despatch...MAKIN gelap tau!!!
Hujan , Snow , Panas , Ribut taufan , Hurricane , Banjir ,
Motor rosak ke..aper aper ke...watever shit la eh...
Tetap aku kene hantar surat surat tersebut....

Oke as u all noe , tis few days n week musim la hujan kan kan kan
So naik motor pakai la raincoat kan kan kan?
Hur hur hur
Incident happen today , very very very the menyeramkan , tragic..
Fuyo fuyo fuyo...
Sampai membuat batal puasa aku dengan tidak sengaja kerana mulut aku yang celupah

Aku nak hantar certain documents ard Tuas area...
Well , aku benci Tuas becoz , it is a big sector n so many LORRIES come in n out!!!
Road dia tak uneven , berpasir dan berbatu
So tadi , raining so heavily...and traffic is occupied with those trailers n lorries

Ish..aku pun selit saner..selit sini...pusing ke kiri..pusing ke kanan
Serong ke kiri..serong ke kanan..and aku end up no where to selit selit lagi
Depan belakang , kiri kanan aku sumer lorry...and aku stuck in between
Darah aku peh naik...so mcm monyet battery la kan tunggu diam diam atas motor
Sambil aku main air hujan..WeEeEeEeEeE!!!

So traffic start to move but slowly...and aku was rite behind tis stupid big mother fucker lorry full of tanah tanah n some stuff i dunno wat shit is tat laaa....
I wanted to overtake and ride at the road shoulder...but far infront i saw a TP
Ini kalau aku langgar confirm aku kene saman nyer beb..confirm confirm
Entah mcm aner la...Hati ini tergerak pulak nak langgar...aku trus overtake nie lorry and aku pergi ke road shoulder...and tis stupid lorry also move off when i start to overtake it
Rite after aku overtake tis lorry...guess wat?
All the tanah tanah n the shit stuff fall off , came out from the lorry!!!!!
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U see!! U see!! U see!!
Can u all imagine if i was still rite behind it?and the tanah2 juz buried me?
Can u imagine?
Dah tak payah pergi kubur..kubur aku dah kat saner...dah automatic kebumikan!!
Rite after the tanah kluar dari itu lorry...aku trus automatic maki la sei

"Kepala buto!!!!!!"Kiwak!!!!..KEcoh!!!""
"Ooopss!!...dah batal ehk?tak sengaja sei"
"Alamak , mcm aner ehk?"
"Ya Allah ampunkan lah dosa aku sekiranye di bulan ramadhan ini"
"Diri aku ini sudah dilindungi oleh engkau sesungguhnya"
"Kalau tidak , riwayat aku akhir di Tuas View Crescent"
Selawat x3
Al-Fateha

Serious shit....terus terang nyer ckp....aku badi semacam
Kaki nie hah...dah mengeletar...nak terkencing pun ader
After deliver my documents...i went home and tell my mum

Zul :"zul tak sengaja sei termaki, batal ke?"
Ibu : "Yang kau maki tu kenaper?dah tau puasa"
Zul : "Kan tak sengaja..bukan niat nak ckp gitu, mulut trus kluar perkataan tu"
Zul : "Abeh mcm aner ehk?"
Ibu : "Ikut hukum ugama , mmg dah batal , tapi ko hormat jer lah bulan nie jer k"
Zul: "So dah bleh makan n minum skrg la nie????!!!"
Ibu : "Kepala hotak kau , abeh aku nie patung eh depan kau?"
Zul : "HeHeHeHeHe..."

So damn it..aku dah miss 1 hari..sial peh lorry..kuang asam
Pisang panas , daddy yankee , mother fuker..son of a toot..!!

Ini lah cubaan bulan puasa ehk.....
Tapi tuhan selamat kan aku dari kemalangan...Amin
Kalau tidak...hehehe....dah arwah aku...
Hanya tinggal nama sebagai kenangan yer...

Argh.!!! i need to change job...but after my 13 month bonus...fewwiitt fewwiitt
Bonus nk beli Condo!!!....
K aku dah merepek...
Oke la..aku nak siap siap nak gi M.O.S
Eh salah uh geng
Nak siap siap gi Tarawih kat masjid...
Ish aper nie puasa2 gi tempat haram...dosa tau...

Selamat Berpuasa
Amin