The above signature picture shows my name and who am i
*- Give me the strength to walk away...
*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...
*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...
Sober thoughts.....
Wednesday, November 19, 2008,11/19/2008 03:38:00 PM
Juz wake up 1 hour ago i guess....
Parents not home...ibu gi check up lagi...
Tis time mata dia pulak....she is really sick...
Futhermore she finished her operation few days ago...
And now might be need to operation her eyes...
Wat sickness does she haf...?
Not even 1 of them or my relatives tell me...why ?
My dad is sick too...both my parents sick...
Left me alone who is still strong...
Aku tanak kehilangan diorang...aku sayang sgt sgt diorang....
Kini aku bersendirian...tiada tempat aku nak bergantung dgn sesiapa pun
Diorang dah tak boleh memberi kasih sayang seperti dulu...
Org yang ku sayang selama ini..sudah tinggal diri aku untuk berapa hari yang lalu
Hidup aku semakin runsing...tiada tempat aku mengadu dan bermanja
Kau bersuka ria di sana..aku yang merana di sini...
Fikir kan masalah family aku..
Fikir kan pasal diri aku kenaper terjadi mcm gini
Fikir kan pasal DIA....
Kenaper la terjadi nyer diri aku...
Kenaper la kau tergamak buat diri aku mcm gini...
Aperkah dosa aku..
Aperkah silap aku...
Sedih menusuk di kalbu
Seperti ader duri didalam hati aku skrg...
Terlalu sedih hingga tak terkata....
Mungkin masanye sudah sampai....
Every good things should come to an end...
Tats life...
Kenaper aku harus risau kan org
Kenaper aku harus kisah kan org..
Sedangkan dia takder risau n kisah kan aku bile dia bersuka ria disana...
Pain in the ass..
Oh well...tuhan sajer la yang tahu isi hati aku skrg...
Takder org kisah kan aku...takder org pun amek kisah aku...
Im juz alone...i feel lonely...nobody to talk wif...
Has...thanks god has..u were there for me..even though a short while..
I appreaciate u alots bro...worth for me knowing u for 7 years..
Thanks for the advice bro...i will try to...try my very best bro...
Anyway...hope to mit u tonite..tats all...
MAYBE tats the end i guess...
Maybe..but i hope NO oke...
Im juz...urgh...
Entah la kan...
EDITED at 5:55 pm
i guess it should come to and end....
i will be M.I.A forever...
I juz cannot accept the fact what i am facing rite now...
zul sayang ayah dan ibu oke...
It is a personnal probs...but i juz let it out here....
My mum sakit cancer...
My dad juz told me juz now...
I juz feel sad..so sad..very sad...i feel so worried...
i dun wanna lost her...i love her so much...
they are everything to me...
I cried like hell..never i cried like this before....
I haf to go my frenz...love ones....im sorry
Do take care all of u....
Bubbye...
Zul doa kepada Allah semoga ayah dan ibu panjang umur..sihat wal'afiat...
Amin
Salam Sayang ,
Zulkiflie
Parents not home...ibu gi check up lagi...
Tis time mata dia pulak....she is really sick...
Futhermore she finished her operation few days ago...
And now might be need to operation her eyes...
Wat sickness does she haf...?
Not even 1 of them or my relatives tell me...why ?
My dad is sick too...both my parents sick...
Left me alone who is still strong...
Aku tanak kehilangan diorang...aku sayang sgt sgt diorang....
Kini aku bersendirian...tiada tempat aku nak bergantung dgn sesiapa pun
Diorang dah tak boleh memberi kasih sayang seperti dulu...
Org yang ku sayang selama ini..sudah tinggal diri aku untuk berapa hari yang lalu
Hidup aku semakin runsing...tiada tempat aku mengadu dan bermanja
Kau bersuka ria di sana..aku yang merana di sini...
Fikir kan masalah family aku..
Fikir kan pasal diri aku kenaper terjadi mcm gini
Fikir kan pasal DIA....
Kenaper la terjadi nyer diri aku...
Kenaper la kau tergamak buat diri aku mcm gini...
Aperkah dosa aku..
Aperkah silap aku...
Sedih menusuk di kalbu
Seperti ader duri didalam hati aku skrg...
Terlalu sedih hingga tak terkata....
Mungkin masanye sudah sampai....
Every good things should come to an end...
Tats life...
Kenaper aku harus risau kan org
Kenaper aku harus kisah kan org..
Sedangkan dia takder risau n kisah kan aku bile dia bersuka ria disana...
Pain in the ass..
Oh well...tuhan sajer la yang tahu isi hati aku skrg...
Takder org kisah kan aku...takder org pun amek kisah aku...
Im juz alone...i feel lonely...nobody to talk wif...
Has...thanks god has..u were there for me..even though a short while..
I appreaciate u alots bro...worth for me knowing u for 7 years..
Thanks for the advice bro...i will try to...try my very best bro...
Anyway...hope to mit u tonite..tats all...
MAYBE tats the end i guess...
Maybe..but i hope NO oke...
Im juz...urgh...
Entah la kan...
EDITED at 5:55 pm
i guess it should come to and end....
i will be M.I.A forever...
I juz cannot accept the fact what i am facing rite now...
zul sayang ayah dan ibu oke...
It is a personnal probs...but i juz let it out here....
My mum sakit cancer...
My dad juz told me juz now...
I juz feel sad..so sad..very sad...i feel so worried...
i dun wanna lost her...i love her so much...
they are everything to me...
I cried like hell..never i cried like this before....
I haf to go my frenz...love ones....im sorry
Do take care all of u....
Bubbye...
Zul doa kepada Allah semoga ayah dan ibu panjang umur..sihat wal'afiat...
Amin
Salam Sayang ,
Zulkiflie