The above signature picture shows my name and who am i
*- Give me the strength to walk away...
*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...
*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...
Why..? ... Kenaper ? ....
Sunday, November 9, 2008,11/09/2008 06:49:00 AM
I juz feel like im Guilty?
Irritating?
Nuisance?
Disturbing her life for the past few days?
I do feel like tat...
With a drastic changes...after a happy moment On Thursday Nite...
And the next following day till now...Life has not been the same
Change..totally change...
Izzit me who make u change?
Wat is my Sins towards you?
Wat is my mistakes towards you?
Even though u say Nothing..but there is Something....Oh Well...
It seems tat u changes like the old days before we keep in touch back to normal...
It seems is getting back to square one
You say NO...but it is...do u realised it??
It is juz the same...
You simply ignore me
You simply heck care me..
The bottom line - who am i to u...am i rite??
Frankly speaking..im not been sleeping since Thursday till today which is Sunday
Yes i do haf some rest...i think is about 6 hours accumulate i slept only for tat whole days..
Im keep thinking , keep wondering..and curious
Bak org kata - "Makan Tak Senang , Tido Tak Lena"
Something like tat...
Why does it happen?
How does it happen?
It juz like out of sudden..im juz kinda BLUR n LOST
Im not being PMS or EMO shit...thanks.
Im juz feel so sad...
Maybe u feel nothing...
But
I feel something...
Im juz feel tat im juz a entertainer to u..
When u bored , u lonely , lack of pampered...u come find me
If it doesnt , u will heck care about me...u ignore me...
It doesn't matter to me actually but
Is tat ur motive n intention doing to me all this while?
Pls tell me honestly..dun make me feel a burden..pls
Oh well , tis is life..there is upz n down am i rite?
but we dun want alwaes down..we want alwaes up...
But i feel alwaes down...alwaes..
There is a care n consent from me to u..
I didnt expect u to give to me like tat
But atleast..
Appreciate from u will do make me smile and happy...
But u dont...u still haven't realised it till now...
Im sorry again if i did irritates u , thinking negative or disturb ur life
Im sorry...do forgive me all this while...
Pls , i dun want any miscommunication n misunderstanding again
Pls pls pls...
Im alwaes there for u...
The matter of fact is tat...
Whether u wan to contact wif me anymore
You want to be frenz wif me anymore...
Is ur desicion..
The choices is urs switz...
As per normal , my hp will be alwaes 24/7 online no matter where
Any time
Any place...
*imy* so much....
To be continued....
Rupa Takda Tak Mengapa , Yang Penting Hati Mau Sachok.....
Irritating?
Nuisance?
Disturbing her life for the past few days?
I do feel like tat...
With a drastic changes...after a happy moment On Thursday Nite...
And the next following day till now...Life has not been the same
Change..totally change...
Izzit me who make u change?
Wat is my Sins towards you?
Wat is my mistakes towards you?
Even though u say Nothing..but there is Something....Oh Well...
It seems tat u changes like the old days before we keep in touch back to normal...
It seems is getting back to square one
You say NO...but it is...do u realised it??
It is juz the same...
You simply ignore me
You simply heck care me..
The bottom line - who am i to u...am i rite??
Frankly speaking..im not been sleeping since Thursday till today which is Sunday
Yes i do haf some rest...i think is about 6 hours accumulate i slept only for tat whole days..
Im keep thinking , keep wondering..and curious
Bak org kata - "Makan Tak Senang , Tido Tak Lena"
Something like tat...
Why does it happen?
How does it happen?
It juz like out of sudden..im juz kinda BLUR n LOST
Im not being PMS or EMO shit...thanks.
Im juz feel so sad...
Maybe u feel nothing...
But
I feel something...
Im juz feel tat im juz a entertainer to u..
When u bored , u lonely , lack of pampered...u come find me
If it doesnt , u will heck care about me...u ignore me...
It doesn't matter to me actually but
Is tat ur motive n intention doing to me all this while?
Pls tell me honestly..dun make me feel a burden..pls
Oh well , tis is life..there is upz n down am i rite?
but we dun want alwaes down..we want alwaes up...
But i feel alwaes down...alwaes..
There is a care n consent from me to u..
I didnt expect u to give to me like tat
But atleast..
Appreciate from u will do make me smile and happy...
But u dont...u still haven't realised it till now...
Im sorry again if i did irritates u , thinking negative or disturb ur life
Im sorry...do forgive me all this while...
Pls , i dun want any miscommunication n misunderstanding again
Pls pls pls...
Im alwaes there for u...
The matter of fact is tat...
Whether u wan to contact wif me anymore
You want to be frenz wif me anymore...
Is ur desicion..
The choices is urs switz...
As per normal , my hp will be alwaes 24/7 online no matter where
Any time
Any place...
*imy* so much....
To be continued....
Rupa Takda Tak Mengapa , Yang Penting Hati Mau Sachok.....