The above signature picture shows my name and who am i

*- Give me the strength to walk away...

*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...

*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...




Zul Air Mata

Alba. Anne. Cat. Eza. Faizura. Fida. Juliana. KiN. Liz. Yunira. Nano.

Caught in the act...
Sunday, December 7, 2008,12/07/2008 05:06:00 PM

Well well well...1 week 1 day had past...
No sign of her
No voice of her
Tak nampak pun batang hidung
Tak dengar bunyi kentut
sumer nyer takder....oh well...
Aku sudah kene busted
Sudah kene paitau..
Sudah ditinggal bulat-bulat...

Anyway...singapore nie kecik oke...
Macam maner kau hilang kan diri....
Brape jauh kau lari kuat kuat...tetap kau kat dalam Singapore...
Oh..i forgot...i guess u wanna be alone rite?u dun want people to disturb u
U want some peace...
Oh..kirakan mata aku nie buta eh...
Jeng Jeng Jeng!!!

Saw Her and her ex at clarke quay yesterday nite...hur hur hur....walking happily and hugging each other..
Aww...so swit rite?Mcm swit couple la kononye tuu...
Oh...aku salah org ke??
No No No....im not blind oke...i saw it wif my 2 eyes balls..
Or infact , not only me...but wif some guyz and galz who noe her...
Its her! its her! its her!!!...confirm!!!....
So my eyes are not faulty....
Tears are about to roll down..but aku tahan....
She want some peace...she want silence...she dun want to be disturb...
But not wif her ex...
Ex ? erk..or she patch up?i dunno...coz she juz left and dump me like tat...
So i juz ignored her when i saw her...wat else i can do?chase her when saw her at clarke quay?naah..tats not a good thing...
Juz let her be lor...see how far she can hurt me everyday....

I guess she happy wat she did...
Kalau lum puas..continue la hurt aku k....im oke wif it...
Sampai hati dia buat aku gini mcm...haiz...im so upset...

So the geng told me...
Aper lagi kau nak zul...kau dah nampak sendiri..wat else u wanna do?
Wat u Saw , wat u hear...it is so obvious tat she patching up sooner or later...
The time is ard the corner....u are juz like a toy to her...
Maybe she is juz playing ard wif u in a sense but u take it serious...
Tats why she feel nothing but u feel so hurt....coz she is not serious..but u are serious
So kau anggaplah itu sumer sandiwara dalam channel Suria, end of the month kau dpt gaji kau...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Oh well...thanks my frenz for being there for me...
I appreciate it alotz....
Oh well , besok Hari Raya...haha ..hari raya haji la...feewiiitt....

And few more weeks....nak dekat tahun baru...i haf alot of things to type for New Year
But not now oke....oke oke oke....
Aku dah lapar...aku nak masak....hehehhe....
See u guyz again...
Charlo...

P/S : i miss her so much...