The above signature picture shows my name and who am i

*- Give me the strength to walk away...

*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...

*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...




Zul Air Mata

Alba. Anne. Cat. Eza. Faizura. Fida. Juliana. KiN. Liz. Yunira. Nano.

I failed.....ouch..
Monday, December 1, 2008,12/01/2008 04:28:00 AM

Being beautiful is temporary..i rather u notice n appreciate da beauty dats inside me which last till my very last breath
How people treat me is their Karma , How i react is mine...

There's a point in life when u get tired of tryin to fix everythink to make dat someone happy n u finally decided 2 QUIT n its not as though u GIVEN UP,its when u finally realize dat u don need dat someone n the bullshit in ur life.

Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us,
but the truth is, it's not our loss, but theirs,
for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them

There Comes A Point In My Life
When I Realize
Who Matters,Who Never Did
Who Won't Anymore , And Who Always Will
So I Didn't Worry About People From My Past
There's A Reason Why
They Didn't Make It To My Future


Oh well , im juz speechless
Speechless..
After days goes by...
Becoming more speechless
Org bisu pun tak macam aku oke...
Im jealous & confused & curious & sad & wondering....

I should do something
I must do something
I haf to do something
Better for me to suffer now rather then later...
=(

Only god noes how i feel every seconds , minutes , hours , days , weeks
Only he noes....
Nobody else noee......
Urgh!!!
Life is juz sux....oh!! yes!!! it sux big time!!!
Urgh!!!

Im juz....urgh!! aku tak tau la nak cakap aper
Serious!!
I juz can't explain how i feel rite now...
I want to explain , but i dunno how too....
Ya allah!!!

Senang cakap , i juz wait for calls n sms or watever she wanna do juz to reach me
If there is a silence from her...
I guess i noe wat she wants and asking for all this while...
Oh well...im juz sad...
sad sad sad sad....

Serious shit....tis week , sat n sun...aku duduk rumah!!
GEREK!!!!
Thanks ehk....lame uh tis weekend...=)
Hmmm....oke la...
Nothing much i haf to say at my entry...
I think that will be enough la ehk....
Hmmmm
Goodbye..