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*- Give me the strength to walk away...

*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...

*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...




Zul Air Mata

Alba. Anne. Cat. Eza. Faizura. Fida. Juliana. KiN. Liz. Yunira. Nano.

Something new... ?
Sunday, December 14, 2008,12/14/2008 04:02:00 AM

This Entry Gonna be Long...trust me..

Phrase 1

Oh really u did nothing there?
Ouh..i am not a new born baby to this world aite....
I've drunk before
and
I've been that place before...
Dun tell me you went there u go watch t.v , sleep / rest & bath ?
Oh well , who in the earth wanna admit?
Some people dare to MAKAN SUMPAH

Futhermore if a gal...
A gal can alwaes DENY everything and anything just to uphold her DIGNITY

Unless if a guy...
Coz there's nothing to shame about coz he haf NOTHING to lose?

It is a fact sentence but eventually SOMETIMES it will become VICE-VERSA
So pls dun feel offended about my entry...
Galz & guyz , both are bad and good...
No comment aite
Somehow and someway , u noe wat u doing..
You realise wat u did all this while..thanks god..
I thought tat u're blind and dun have a heart to feel...
So i guess u realise wat u did...so i hope u can make up ur mind to think wisely
And rite now u feel pissed off and irritate huh?
All the while u did to me don't u think i feel irritate n pissed off?
What goes around comes around baby....That's Karma...
So long as u are happy..it gonna be fine aite?

Phrase 2

Oke , i haf a long conversation wif my aunty last few days
She is very very close to me...
We alwaes share probs as in boy and gal probs...
She is much more matured and she is 32 years , married already..wif 3 kids...
Oh well lets begin...

Kak Lyn :
boy , ibu told me , tis few weeks , kau asik muka muram jek?makan pun jarang2
Wats wrong my dear cousin??
Dun make ibu feel worried about kau boleh??

Me :
Entah , takder mood uh kak , after something something happen...
Org tanak makan ke , tanak balik ke , org nyer suka uh...zZzZz

Kak Lyn :
Wats wrong , tell me.....Kak lyn tau confirm ader problem tau nie?
U need cash or wat??
Or something??

Me :
Cash ? boleh? Zul nak Motor R1 boleh?atau Subaru Wrx ke...hahaha
No la is about relationship probs la actually...haiya..dun want to talk about it
Makin cakap , makin bingit laaaa...kaninna...dah dah malas nak cakap la....

Kak Lyn :
Oke tell me laa ass-hole , wats wrong...?

Me :
Oke oke , aku nak tanyer....coz aku pun ader dgr ckp kwn2 pompan aku laa...
Izzit hard for a gal nak tinggal kan Ex dia yang pernah kasi dia pregnant for the 1st time???
Aku tau this question might be a personal to a gal or must keep it as a private
But aku cuma nak tau jer...nothing much.....

Kak Lyn :
Depends...who leave who?but come back to the same actually...

Me:
If the gal leave the guy?she will come back to him one day?

Kak lyn :
Oke la , aku pompan..aku share sikit ngan kau la...biar kau experiences new thing in life oke...?
I have been in tat situation before...
If the guy make the gal pregnant...IF la kan....kalau tu jantan mintak break..
For sure tu pompan tanak sei...WHY?
Dah free-free jamah , kasi mengandung abeh mau cabut?bikin kelakar eh???
Dalam kandungan tu anak dia sei , anak KITA...bukan anak org lain....
And IF the gal intend to go for separate ways...
the guy will alwaes say to themself....
"you wanna go lead ur own life...u may go ahead..coz aku tak rugi aper aper"
"aku percaya , satu hari kau mesti carik aku balik nyer"
Becoz why?
Certain galz are weak to babies...the child which diorang bawak dlm perut...
Certain galz ehk..not all ehk....
That's y is hard for them to forget about the guy and hard for them to move on
They can move on..IF there is someone out there who is better den her ex
Frankly , kak lyn pun pernah gitu jgk...jgn bilang2 saper2 eh..between u and me..
But why i didn't married to him?i married wif other person?
Becoz...Abg Musa kau tu 10 kali lebih bagus....Hehehehehe....
So Kak lyn guess kau roughly faham wat i mean...

Me:
Waaa..mcm gitu ke?so there is nothing for me to do?
As in now best man win or wat?how am i going to noe i must be better den him?erk

Kak Lyn :
Boi , nie sumer human nature laa...u cant denied it..trust me...
Is so called best man win....
Aper yang dia takder kau ader..
Aper yang dia ader kau takder...
Something like tat...so u need to try ur VERY BEST...
Kak lyn dah pernah alami...so i noe oke????
Tak percaya...gi tanye Ibu kau sendiri....ur mom is a open minded woman...
heheheh...

Me :
Den wat should i do now?

Kak Lyn :
Sit back and relax...enjoy the show.....that's all i can say....HAHAHAHAHA

Me :
*Blur face*...oh macam gitu eh....hmmm

So we cousin continue our conversation......
Oh well , thanks to her...sharing something new in my life...HAHAHAHAHAH
Now i noe...i guess i must not do anything...juz let it be...
I learn something new
I learnt my lesson...

So frenz...sorry if my blog abit not privacy , pathetic , sarcastic..
Or watever u all wanna say..i better to say Sorry 1st aite...
Tis is gonna be my 1st time telling my private conversation
juz to share , dun feel offended or wat....for goodness sake...
Juz sharing some stories which i learn from a 32 year old mom...hahahah...
TRUE or FALSE
ALLAH sahaja yang tahu nie perkara
ALLAH maha kuasa dan Esa...

Life is alwaes unfair but God alwaes fair..

I haf to sleep...jap lagi nak pegi kawan aku tunang...
See u guys soon aite
Haf a nice weekend..
Gd nite

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