The above signature picture shows my name and who am i

*- Give me the strength to walk away...

*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...

*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...




Zul Air Mata

Alba. Anne. Cat. Eza. Faizura. Fida. Juliana. KiN. Liz. Yunira. Nano.

Wat a day....beginning of 2009
Sunday, February 1, 2009,2/01/2009 02:41:00 PM

2009 i tot gonna be a fresh year for me
No bad things happen hopefully
But yesterday

31 / 01 / 2009 @ 11 am i met wif an accident...
~duh...
Self skidded and i hit a car...and end up both me and my bike stuck below the car...
Dah jadi mcm roti kirai...
I thought tat im dead...
Fortunately , infront of the car which i hit is my dear colleague Fida
She quickly stop at road side and help me out...
Aww Fida , thanks alot for helping me...if not i think im going to stuck below the car
And i tot im dead already...but im not...thanks god...god still want me to live in this world
Fida called few of my other colleagues...and finally Pekjal help me out too...
So sweet both of u...thanks to fida especially....

Ouch , the pain , the abrassions...urgh!..
After 2 years!!!...yes , after 2 years , i met wif an accident...
Long rite?Omg , all the trauma start to play back in my mind
The trauma , the phobia...
No . No . No !!!
Thanks god the driver car was not badly damage , few dented n scratches
And i settle personnal wif him...and i need to repair his car..
Anyway , im still alive , juz tat i cant walk , tats all...

When can i walk!!?????.....*sob*sob*
I told some of my frenz , and some of them spread the news tat im accident
But den..not a single person do called me up and ask my condition..
Got la...1 or 2 person like tat...
Oh especially the galfrenz...not even 1 do beep me...juz sms...
Oh sms half way den keep quite.....
Now i noe when i stand huh ?
When in need help , find me...
When im in this condition...all run away huh ?
Is tat called frenz?~duh.....Say goodbye to u all den..

Juz wait , and be patient..i hope i get well soon...
I juz wanna walk..tats all...
Praying hard every minutes and seconds...

Take Care guyz...
Haf a nice weekend....