...life is too short to be anything but happy....

Oh ya..we did promise...oh ya i did promise...
Oh yes...im the one forcing you...yes...i do admit...oh yes...
I did force u go club...yes...I admit it...
Promise meant to be broken because there is a reason behind it...
Im not doing it for purpose or buruk2 kan namer....

Yes..she saw our pic...for goodness sake...
And I DUN TRUST HER AT ALL....
She is juz a fren of my fren...tats all..
I dunno who the hell she is...but i do heard about her stories outside
So literally...i noe here n there about her...
Which sometimes do really happen to my frenz from her?
Pasal ader story la aku tak percaya dia oke....
If i trust her..for sure this thing will neva be happening yesterday at double o

Before my bro noes or the news spread or watever shit...
I better brave up myself and admit to him...
I said "sorry" to him more den 10 times...
His face impression abit change when i do told him the story....
I did tell him A-Z how n when we contact n mit...bla bla bla

And for goodness sake...i didnt expect him will sms u like dat?
If u were shocked...im shocked too..
He did sms you infront of me...but i cant say nothing rite?
And i was like explaining to him and he cut of my conversation..
And he said..."Its oke nya sebelum aku fanatik"
I was like...URGHH!!!....Buto Ar!!!!
You should understand my situation too my dear fren...
Seriously , if i haf the intention to buruk2 kan namer or bad intention
On tat particular st james...aku ngan brader aku tak kan tlg bobal n elak
kan kau dari kene pukul la...is not becoz aku nak mengukit or wat laa...
Juz bare tat in mind...coz i care all my frenz who went out wif me...
And the people who went out wif me which i care..
Tak kira lelaki atau pompan....
Saper saper aku ajak kluar..if anything happen..
Atas namer aku , aku tolong la...
Anyway
Izzit a very big mistake i did to u? did i spoilt ur relationship?
Even u and him nothing already
Did we spoilt our friendship?
All i got to say is im sorry...
If you forgive me den might as well u forget wat happen yesterday...
And be like normal...
If means NO...den i haf to say Take Care n Bubbye...
Nice knowing n mitting you...

And something something happening at dbl o
Aku dah tgh takder mood about the incident above...
My mood totally like DOWN?
mcm baru angkat ekan down dia samer uh....
And aku terserempak tis gal...
Oke let me get this straight...
If u wanna read it..u may go ahead..coz i dun even give a damn
Coz u are such a fucking hypocrite gal so far as im concern in my entire life

I use to mengadu nasib wif u about her...
Oh yes...selepas aku dah tak ngan dia...kau tabur kan sumer kat dia...
Thanks anyway...i dun mind either la kan...
Kau tau aku dah tak ngan dia...for such a long time already since late last year
And kau tau dia dah ader matair...she is fucking happily attached wif his boifren
And u did noe tat she is attached..coz u even went out together wif her
All this while u met her..u went out wif her...oh for goodness sake
Korang pompan pun mesti ader gossip here and there....
So basically kau tau aku dah tak ngan dia kan ?
Den WAT THE FUCK U ASKING ME THIS QUESTION AT DBL O??

"Zul , Nano maner?Nano tak pegi Double O ?Dia tak gi ngan kau? "

PUKIWAK!!!! APER KAU PEH MAKSUD SAK TANYER AKU NIE MCM
Wat are u trying to tell me?wat are u trying to explain to me?

Kau nak sakit kan hati aku
atau
kau nak kasi aku mangkuk?
atau
Kau nak kasi aku teringat ingat kan dia??

Which ? can plz tell me?

Plz dun give me bullshit reasons...kau tau dia dah ader matair and kau tanyer
Aku maner dia?kau yg selalu jumpa dia...kau lagik boleh tanyer aku mcm gitu?
Kepala buto sak prangai...
Hydd , yesterday u pissed me off too...seriously...
I dun give a damn who the fuck are you oke?
Coz i dun care...
Plz la hydd..aku ngan nano dah takder aper aper..and aku dah tak contact dia pun
And dia dah tak contact aku pun...coz she is fucking happily attached
And i dun think she will contact other guyz...except for tat someone
Plz dun ask me tat stupid question...
Sumpah atas namer aku...aku mcm nak sepak ajer muka kau semalam...
Nasib baik tahab kesabaran aku masih ader....
And aku masih sedar diri aku ni lelaki bukan jantan k...
Sejuk perut mak kau hydd...
Sorry for the harsh words..a lesson for u to learn...
Dun act dunno if u already knoe...THANKS...

Seriously..i fucking no mood yesterday...but but but but
Thanks to Sida...coz she put smile on my face... hahahahaha
Even though u wif ur boifren..ader jgk time ko layan aku sekejap....hahahaha

Wats the plan for tonite...urgh....shortage of cash already...urgh!!!!
I guess i should ceased my clubbing life already....
Coz im migrating too...migrating somewhere...somwhere far from Singapore
Can like you all give me some face n make me happy juz for this short moment?
Juz a short moment...tak byk aku mintak...
Aku migrate kalau sekejap takper...but for a long period of time

Guyz are alwaes guyz
galz are alwaes galz..
Dua dua samer jgk...cant be blame..
I made a mistake
You made a mistake too...
But if we cant forgive each other..den i dunno are u human or not
But for me..i juz forgive and forget...
No use thinking n talks about it..coz it happen and consider history
And HISTORY WONT REPEAT....

Again..im sorry...
Enjoy ur weekend...

Rupa Takda Tak Mengapa , Yang Penting Hati Mau Sachok....


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Juz the misunderstanding.... Friday, April 10, 2009,4/10/2009 07:38:00 PM ...Cousins Love... Oh ya..we did promise...oh ya i did promise... Oh yes...im the one forcing you...yes...i do admit...oh yes... I did force u go club...yes...I admit it... Promise meant to be broken because there is a reason behind it... Im not doing it for purpose or buruk2 kan namer.... Yes..she saw our pic...for goodness sake... And I DUN TRUST HER AT ALL.... She is juz a fren of my fren...tats all.. I dunno who the hell she is...but i do heard about her stories outside So literally...i noe here n there about her... Which sometimes do really happen to my frenz from her? Pasal ader story la aku tak percaya dia oke.... If i trust her..for sure this thing will neva be happening yesterday at double o Before my bro noes or the news spread or watever shit... I better brave up myself and admit to him... I said "sorry" to him more den 10 times... His face impression abit change when i do told him the story.... I did tell him A-Z how n when we contact n mit...bla bla bla And for goodness sake...i didnt expect him will sms u like dat? If u were shocked...im shocked too.. He did sms you infront of me...but i cant say nothing rite? And i was like explaining to him and he cut of my conversation.. And he said..."Its oke nya sebelum aku fanatik" I was like...URGHH!!!....Buto Ar!!!! You should understand my situation too my dear fren... Seriously , if i haf the intention to buruk2 kan namer or bad intention On tat particular st james...aku ngan brader aku tak kan tlg bobal n elak kan kau dari kene pukul la...is not becoz aku nak mengukit or wat laa... Juz bare tat in mind...coz i care all my frenz who went out wif me... And the people who went out wif me which i care.. Tak kira lelaki atau pompan.... Saper saper aku ajak kluar..if anything happen.. Atas namer aku , aku tolong la... Anyway Izzit a very big mistake i did to u? did i spoilt ur relationship? Even u and him nothing already Did we spoilt our friendship? All i got to say is im sorry... If you forgive me den might as well u forget wat happen yesterday... And be like normal... If means NO...den i haf to say Take Care n Bubbye... Nice knowing n mitting you... And something something happening at dbl o Aku dah tgh takder mood about the incident above... My mood totally like DOWN? mcm baru angkat ekan down dia samer uh.... And aku terserempak tis gal... Oke let me get this straight... If u wanna read it..u may go ahead..coz i dun even give a damn Coz u are such a fucking hypocrite gal so far as im concern in my entire life I use to mengadu nasib wif u about her... Oh yes...selepas aku dah tak ngan dia...kau tabur kan sumer kat dia... Thanks anyway...i dun mind either la kan... Kau tau aku dah tak ngan dia...for such a long time already since late last year And kau tau dia dah ader matair...she is fucking happily attached wif his boifren And u did noe tat she is attached..coz u even went out together wif her All this while u met her..u went out wif her...oh for goodness sake Korang pompan pun mesti ader gossip here and there.... So basically kau tau aku dah tak ngan dia kan ? Den WAT THE FUCK U ASKING ME THIS QUESTION AT DBL O?? "Zul , Nano maner?Nano tak pegi Double O ?Dia tak gi ngan kau? " PUKIWAK!!!! APER KAU PEH MAKSUD SAK TANYER AKU NIE MCM Wat are u trying to tell me?wat are u trying to explain to me? Kau nak sakit kan hati aku atau kau nak kasi aku mangkuk? atau Kau nak kasi aku teringat ingat kan dia?? Which ? can plz tell me? Plz dun give me bullshit reasons...kau tau dia dah ader matair and kau tanyer Aku maner dia?kau yg selalu jumpa dia...kau lagik boleh tanyer aku mcm gitu? Kepala buto sak prangai... Hydd , yesterday u pissed me off too...seriously... I dun give a damn who the fuck are you oke? Coz i dun care... Plz la hydd..aku ngan nano dah takder aper aper..and aku dah tak contact dia pun And dia dah tak contact aku pun...coz she is fucking happily attached And i dun think she will contact other guyz...except for tat someone Plz dun ask me tat stupid question... Sumpah atas namer aku...aku mcm nak sepak ajer muka kau semalam... Nasib baik tahab kesabaran aku masih ader.... And aku masih sedar diri aku ni lelaki bukan jantan k... Sejuk perut mak kau hydd... Sorry for the harsh words..a lesson for u to learn... Dun act dunno if u already knoe...THANKS... Seriously..i fucking no mood yesterday...but but but but Thanks to Sida...coz she put smile on my face... hahahahaha Even though u wif ur boifren..ader jgk time ko layan aku sekejap....hahahaha Wats the plan for tonite...urgh....shortage of cash already...urgh!!!! I guess i should ceased my clubbing life already.... Coz im migrating too...migrating somewhere...somwhere far from Singapore Can like you all give me some face n make me happy juz for this short moment? Juz a short moment...tak byk aku mintak... Aku migrate kalau sekejap takper...but for a long period of time Guyz are alwaes guyz galz are alwaes galz.. Dua dua samer jgk...cant be blame.. I made a mistake You made a mistake too... But if we cant forgive each other..den i dunno are u human or not But for me..i juz forgive and forget... No use thinking n talks about it..coz it happen and consider history And HISTORY WONT REPEAT.... Again..im sorry... Enjoy ur weekend... Rupa Takda Tak Mengapa , Yang Penting Hati Mau Sachok....