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Wat da Fuck!!??
Thursday, April 16, 2009,4/16/2009 04:46:00 AM

It has been a long time i didnt travel to east side...
Like wat i said at my previous previous entry...
Ibarat kan Singapore Pegi Melaka...
Walaupun motor besar...pantat panas oke...
And sumpah...sejak menjak nie....
Paling jauh aku travel is ALJUNIED!!!!
Ah..itu paling jauh aku...Aljunied...and tat was erk..1 week ago i guess?

So i guess , this past few days...aku dah start naik turun East Side..
Aku rasa tak lamer laa..sekejap ajer la kan...
*ehem-ehem*
And tadi malam dah sms sms syok syok..tiba tiba tat someone senyap
I dunno why...
Kinda feeling abit weird la kan...
Because it was so sudden..takder angin takder ribut
Aku buat salah lagi ke?Atau tanak contact aku lagi?
Aper lah salah aku lagi...HaizZzZz
But im abit worried...ya even though aku dengan dia dah takder aper aper lagi
But the care and concern still there..
Chey!!!!
*Kening naik-naik*
I hope she is oke and doing fine juz now la kan.....
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*Wondering*
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Today nite life a bit fuck up
WAT DA FUCK!!! FUCK YOU ST JAMES!!!!
Are u fucking Racist or tat fucking bonzer bunch of fucking Crap?
Sumpah...aku ngan member aku dah nak bikin tu bonzer...
Aku jadi Matrep sekejap for 1 hour siol!!!
Most of the malay guyz tak lepas tadi?
Ribut la siol....
Tapi , itu bonzer melayu namely Dino kasi lepas some of the malay guyz
Oh went i found out tat , saper yang dia kasi lepas is brader baju dia?
Wat the fuck?Nak masuk club pun nak kira brader jugak ke?
Brader!!..Time Lambat la nak main Gangster!!..dah 2009 oi..nie bukan zaman Fire!!!
Aku pun dulu gangster jugak la!!!...Otak mati siak...
Aku n Fadly were abit lost when see n heard about it...

Den aku n fadly went to DragonFly tot wanna pass through there to PowerHouse
Den the bonzer told us tat...we can never go in Powerhouse by using Dragonfly chop
Oke fine...we went to Movida , Bar None and Boiler Room
All the clubs at St James we tried...sumer kasi kita lepas..tapi tak leh pegi PowerHouse

Eh sial , is Wednesday consider Chinese Night and Racist Night?
Wat Da fuck...
By the mean time it was already 0130 am...Aku n Fadly dah *Sehhhh*
Faham-faham jer la...*ehem-ehem*
Dah tiong...Last Resort...kita pegi Clark Quay...
Kita masuk Rebel..oke lame club , fucking lame...
Kita kluar den gi Zirca...
Uh-huh happening la sikit kan....
Stick at Zirca till 4 am...
Den home sweet home...
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Reached home...my hp still Silent..
Wonder wats wrong wif tat someone...
Hmmmm
Shall not think much about it..
Focus Zul!! Focus!!!!!
Focus about other thingS!!!
Focus Damn It!!!!
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Uh-huh , today Thursday...
And i dun want to club tonite!!!
Aku takder mood..
Dah malas uh nak berjoget n cuci mata..
Dah bersih pun mata aku
Screw lutut aku dah longgar punnn
Tapi tengok la amacam..kalau seseorang tu ajak aku pegi
CONFIRM aku pegi...muahahahhahaha

Till den...i'll see about tonite...
hmmm...
Have a good nite..swit dreamz..

Kwang kwang kwang....