The above signature picture shows my name and who am i

*- Give me the strength to walk away...

*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...

*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...




Zul Air Mata

Alba. Anne. Cat. Eza. Faizura. Fida. Juliana. KiN. Liz. Yunira. Nano.

Tis is life...
Tuesday, May 12, 2009,5/12/2009 04:38:00 AM

Nothing much today...sit at home sleep n play wif my guitar..
Guitar accompany me all day & nite long
Thanks to my guitar...
Aku nie anak sorang...boring kat rumah , adek bradek takder..
Aku nie single , matair pun takder...
Someone special ? aku rasa agaknye pun takder jugak la kan...haiz
Maybe there is ? I juz-dont-know = (
Guitar aku jer la jadi adek bradek aku n matair aku...haiz..
Aperlah nasib

And I
Waited 1 whole nite for that "someone" to call me...but it seems she didnt...
Hmmm

HaizZzZzZz
I think im juz bored wif lyfe...
I feel that i lost hope in lyfe...
I feel that i given up in lyfe...
Same old dramatic thing repeating again and again...
Make me happy n treat me good not for the sake of SYMPATHY
But must be sincererity deep from the heart...
I juz need someone to be wif me rite now..like now?yes..NOW
I juz need someone whom i can talk wif and shoulder to cry on
But there isn't any...
Haiz..
I left wif exact 4 more weeks...isn't that fast?
Kejam celik ...kejam celik...dah 1 bulan pun nanti...
Gonna miss..miss my loved ones...*sob-sob*

I dunno what should i do now
I juz feel that
Im confused..
Im sad...
Im hurt..
I felt insecure...
Should i set myself to disappear mode?
But I juz cant do that..i juz cant..i juz feel like crying out loud rite now for the time being....
Someone who are sincere enough pls help me?
Haiz...
Urgh...

Zul , zul...wake up from ur sleep Zul..
Wake up and make up ur mind Zul..
You are big enough to think
Tis gonna be another Trauma in your life again..
I dun want you to be hurt again Zul
Pls Zul
...Please...
(talking to myself)

Tis is life..
Now i know where i stand..
This is Stan..
LoL

p/s : Forget your sorrow and pain.Lets think of something
more meaningful and worth and of coz work too.
Gettting wats coming and letting go wats going....

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