The above signature picture shows my name and who am i

*- Give me the strength to walk away...

*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...

*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...


Zul Air Mata
Alba. Anne. Cat. Eza. Faizura. Fida. Juliana. KiN. Liz. Yunira. Nano.

Feewwiiittt....
Sunday, June 21, 2009,6/21/2009 04:46:00 PM

The Family

I juz dunno wat will happen to my family later when im away
It seems like my family been cursed of it is juz fate..
Mum is sick..cancer..stage 3..and its worst..gonna be stage 4
Dat will be the maximum stage already i guess..
Dad is nearly having stroke..due to dunno wat reasons..
Both my parents are all in good condition as before..
They take good care of their health and meals like everyday ?
They dun have any history records of any sickness accept for my dad
Neither they haf any generation sickness or watsoever it is called..
So it juz a shocked in my life after all coz left me standing still n strong..
Easy said..both of them depends on me RITE NOW..
But i haf to go soon..to leave them for temporary..not for so long..
I become more worried...when my dad told me ,
Dun let my mum fall down or collapse..coz people who haf cancer is very sensitive..anything can happen to them if they fall
*touch wood*
So few days ago...my mum collapse at home when there is nobody at home
She collapse but she didn faint..she called me 1st..but i didnt answer
So she called my dad..and my dad rush back to home..
We wanted to send her to hospital..but she scold both of us..coz she dun want to go
She want to stay in the house...and she said..if she gonna die..let her die inside this house
She dun want to die at hospital...
And i scolded her for to say those stupid thingy about dying all this..
So is like after tat collapse incident..while im working..
Every 2 hours i will called her and ask wat is she doing..juz for safety purpose..
I'll make sure i keep track on her when im not home..
Hope both my parents will stay strong n live long while im away..
Coz i will make sure when im back from my migration...
I want still to see their face..even though they are not strong as like last time...
Is like everyday i pray hard and all the best to them
I love my parents so much...

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My Girlfriend

Juz having happy moment wif her..
Last Saturday our plans nearly cock-up due to certain reasons
I can see her face is like giving up already...
Thanks to me , i make her calm and help to solve the probs
And at last..plans goes well on dat day..
Girlfriend wanted to watch Blood:The Vampire
But when i heard from others tat the story is so fucking lame..
So i change to watch Drag Me To Hell..
Both of us dun haf the confidence of the movie..scared it will be a boring one
But it turn out GOOD!!..
Scary + funny...hell yeah...
And Girlfriend intend to eat Chicken..entah aper angin dia..
So we eat at P.S KFC...and coincidence i bump into
Farihin and Wanie...erk..diorang dah matair ke?
And Wanie was like asking me..
Is tat ur gf name Nano?Nano kan?Nano Kan?Nano kan?
Yer Wanie..itu Nano..matair Zul..
She was like so the happy...lol...crazy kot??
Im juz having fun wif Girlfriend on Saturday...hur hur hur
Then
On Tuesday..i accompany girlfriend for Check-up
Then we proceed to Bugis..
My intention was to Window Shopping wif her..
Maklumlah , dah lamer tak jalan jalan ngan matair aku nie kan....
Was walking and walking..when one on this "couple shirt" catches Girlfriend eyes
And she keep saying to me is so nice and all those..
In the end...she bought it..one for me..one for her..
So sweet rite?Thanks hunney...
After strolling...gonna get some food to eat..before she went off to work..
Dia kepunan Nasi Pattaya la pulak....byk susah la dekni!!..hahaha
Maner nak capai Nasi Pattaya kat tengah tengah bugis nie!!!
So we go to bugis junction to jalan jalan...and in the end..
We passby Pastamania..
She drag me in..she want to eat Pastamania la pulak..
Oke here is the funny part...
She ask me i want to eat wat..
So u all guess wat i did answer...oh pls dun laugh..

"I tak tau nak makan aper pasal...tis is my 1st time makan Pastamania"

Malunye aku..u see , i dun like to eat outside tat much...
And when come to food..i dun like to try something new...
But she insist me to eat..oke den..i eat Pastamania..
Oke lame...HAHAHAHAHAH...she keep laughing n laughing..
Kwang kwang kwang...
Times up..time for her to go work
Send her to work...
So my plan was to chill at her work place den im off to home
But den things become different..
I fall asleep at her workplace...
Macam sial...coz im too tired n sleepy...
After work..we went to eat again...lol...den back to home sweet home..
Thanks baby for everything..i love u so much..
Fewwiitt...

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Oh i wanna watch Transformers 2 and Ice Aged 2...
Tis friday gonna watch wif her...at a new Cinema
Located beside Bugis Village..i dunno wat shopping Centre it is called..
The cinema name was FILM GRADE...
A new cinema company i guess...gonna check their cinema interior how does it looks

But before tat...i gonna change my bike tyre..
Tyre depan sudah botak habis liao..
Bawak motor slow slow...tak boleh corner corner..darah naik ajer..
Semenjak dah bawak motor besar katakan...
Pantang aku nampak straight road and corner..
Lagi lagi corner plus cuaca tgh panas..
Hati makin panas..rasa nak terjun ajer..aperkan daya..tyre dah botak..
U wait oke baby..i change for u new tyre...
Hope u dun buat perangai oke...hahahah...

Today Sunday..im at home..Girlfriend outside wif her bestfren at hougang
She want to mit me after tat..but i dunno wat time will it be..
After blogging..gonna spring cleaning my room..
If she still wif her friends..
Alamatnye..aku pegi tido sudah laa....
Hahahahahhahaha
Tats end of my long entry..
I update soon...

i luv you
i miss you
Alwaes
My Girlfriend

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