Alba. Anne. Cat. Eza. Faizura. Fida. Juliana. KiN. Liz. Yunira. Nano.

Oke...i deleted her pic..hmm..
I haf too...buat aper nak simpan² lagi gambar org
Kalau org tu dah tak suka , dah busted kita cukup² la kan...

Im juz wondering...All this while i can endure wif ur character
Your bad attitude , all ur shits u did to me , i can STILL
Accept u back n forgive u...
But why juz cant u endure me ?
And plus , im not by urside juz for temporary
And u bored?
You go n find another guy to seek attention
And tat guy knew tat u attached wif me..
And dia lagi boleh Api-api kan aku kat kau ?

I insulted , condemn , embarrassed u infront of my parents
Ya ya , atleast infront of my parents rather aku kecoh kat 1 dunia
But my parents put high hope on you even though u haf a bad history background
Am i rite?
Nothing to embarrassed...juz that u haf to change to be better...am i rite?
Prove my parents you are not the same as last time...

Tapi nie tidak...kau sumpah depan org tua aku..itu la ini la..
Siak uh...u treat my parents like dog..
You ask my dad all the way from Cck to Pasir Ris to send u my letter
To pass to u personally...
KAU FIKIR BAPAK AKU BARUAH KAU KAPER SIOL?
And my dad dun even mind sia...he still came down n pass it to u..
Malu sak aku...

Hah...8 bulan tak bleh tunggu , tak bleh sabar...dulu yer yer or...
"I sanggup tunggu no matter what"
"Akan i pertahankan hubungan kita ini"
"Trust me for once baby , I will no Disappoint you"
"Akan i pegang erat janji-janji i dan bersumpah dengan namer Allah"

Eh..nak kasi org percaya..jgn guna kan Allah bole?
Kalau tau kau nak tipu...kau fikir Allah tu ko peh best fren pe?
You give people high hope...and then kau buat perangai monyet

Bile aku maki aku kutuk aku hina..kau tak terima
But u look at ur ownself...
Cermin diri tu n tanyer oke...
Bile ditanye...
"wat do u actually want in life?"
They alwaes will answer
"I tak tau"
kalau tak tau...kau gi MATI UH....
Takder pendirian diri...
Crap..

Yang nie jantan pun satu...dah tau matair org...Siam sudah la...
Lagi nak cyco dia la ini la....Aper kau BUTO MISKIN per sak...
Umur dah 43 tahun....umur bapak org sak...
Mati uh...

Takper lah...org selalu ckp..
Dah takder jodoh...
Jodoh ditentu oleh tuhan..

Abeh kalau dia curang , menyundal n mengatal ngan lelaki lain
Pun nak ckp nie sumer ditentu kan oleh tuhan?
MATI UH!!!!!

Oke watever crap...
Aper aku tau...when i ask her to choose between me and tat old man
She choose tat old man...so she ask me to respect her decision
Oke den...I accept her decision...
Her decision to be wif him for now n the future..
Ok lah...

If she thinks she can be happy n make him her life partner
Till ETERNITY....oke den...
All the best in ur new life n journey...
God Bless u my ex-galfren
-memories do lingers-

And as for me....
I gonna start studying back..
I want to haf a sucessful life
And i gonna prove her wrong...
And im going to have a better future n prospect
Studying back at Private Diploma at KAPLAN
in IT course...all the best to me...feewiiitt...

I wanna train my body...well..my next target is my 6 pack..

Oh..about love?partner?
TIDAK!!!....AKU DAH SERIK NAK JATUH CINTA LAGI!!!
Janji-janji manis
Kata-kata manis
Sumpah pegi sumpah balik
Dari seorang wanita...argh tidak!! aku tidak percaya lagi
Walau mcm maner jambu pun dia...maut skali pun
Kemaluan dia ader berlian pun...ARGH TIDAK!!!
Aku dah serik....
I learn my mistakes...im scared...im really scared..
Too scared to fall in love again...

People will intend to say...Tak Sumer pompan samer..
Eh takper lah..kirim salam k...
See how...if there is someone out there...can win my heart tis time...

Oke..nothing much to say...
My mood is in disappointment...
Hah!...
Watever it is...i juz need to carry on wif life...
All the best to her..and to myself...