The above signature picture shows my name and who am i

*- Give me the strength to walk away...

*- Give me the hope to mend this heart...

*- Give me the chance to see love smile again...




Zul Air Mata

Alba. Anne. Cat. Eza. Faizura. Fida. Juliana. KiN. Liz. Yunira. Nano.

The life begins NOW...
Friday, April 9, 2010,4/09/2010 07:09:00 PM

Sekian lamer aku tak update blog aku...
Sampai kin tegur aku , baru la nie nak update...
Bukan aku tanak update or malas..
Sajer aku nie takder time...
Kalau ader time pun aku buat-buat takder time!!

Tis few days n weeks im really busy..
Busy wif work and busy wif my frenz...
And yes finally..i got to meet Yuz n his wife Nana
Yuz dah gemuk!!..Nana tgh pregnant 5 month..
They married while im away...
And now Yuz akan jadi Papa..Nana akan jadi Mama
In few months time!!!...Wa best laaa!!!
Ya , tis month im goin to enroll for my school..
Start to school back..dah mcm dulu nyer ITE life...
Best kaper...jadi muda balik...

Ader org nie tanyer aku kan...
Zul Minyak!!....u came back already..i miss you..so how everything??
Everything fine?Ur parents sihat especially ur mum?
Ur galfren how?still wif her??...

And i replied..
Thanks for missing me...things abit cock-up for
the 1st few days and after tat everything back to normal as usual
My mum ? erm..dun want to say..later i become more sad susah..hmmm
My galfren?Oh..im single rite now..or should i say
during im away..im single already i guess

She replied...
Oh serious?sorry for that..what happen?something when wrong?care to share?
Haha...takder jodoh tak carik baru ke?carik la baru!!...
Nak aku tolong carik kan??hahahaha

I replied..
Ya something is happening to her while im away.. not me.. =)
I can accept the way she are and wat she did to me badly previously in my life..
But she cannot accept the way i am and wat i did...
And she didnt even give me A chances...
I juz duno how many chances should i give her..
I guess i did give her alot of chances and she want me to give her another chances this time
And tat point of time to her , i didnt give her that chances..so..erm
I guess thats y she move on wif her life wif someone
New , appreciate and give her alot of chances i guess...hhmmm
The others better keep to myself..geez..its private n confidential
Between me and her ajer laa...
Biarlah...she feels happy rite now...bagus lah...Alhamdulillah
Time dengan aku dia tak happy aku rasa...HAHAHHAHA
Org dah tak suka , tak kan nak paksa kan kan kan...hahaha
Biarlah org lain bahagia , tak baik kita nak cakap buruk or ganggu hidup diorang

Wat!!..Carik baru?CARIK BARU EHHH!!?????
Let me think..last time before i attached wif her...i already told u rite?
Dah serik nak love love nie sumer...but i give myself another chance to give a try tis time...
In the end i get "this" more rabak from my previous relationship
Tak kisah lah salah siapa atau angkara siapa..Atau punca dari pihak maner
But its oke..i learn something new in life..
Better for me to regret now den later in life..
I dun want banana fruit 2 times oke...hahahah
Wat is past Dah Terlepas..
Juz need to force myself to move on and step forward..
Takes time la..biasa..
Yang penting tidak

And She interrupt :
Yang penting hati mau sachok la zul!!..wakhakhakha
Takperlah zul , sabar...tak kira lah salah siapa..
Sabar jeerrr...ckp senang , tapi buat nyer susah..aku tau..hahah
nie sumer standard BRO!!!...
Juz learn from mistakes..thats all..
If we repeat it..that shows we didnt learn from it
If we knoe the thing wrong but we still did it
That shows we are something wrong..
Juz like we dun care about our life...
Chill bro..
Btw bile nak tukar motor idaman kau tu?R6 EH?? or??

I replied
R6? yes!!..of course will..not now..paling cepat kasi aku
Ermm...3 bulan..tukar mesti tukar beb...hahaha
Nak kene kasi life stable dulu
Now tgh saving saving...lagipun..
Tak rushing..slowly..
Motor tu tak kemana...
hehehe

And we haf a short chat and both move off from the place
Guess where did we chit-chat?
Kat bus-stop !!!...coz she on d road...and i myself on d road..
Terserempak kat traffic light..
Aiseyman...dia dah pass lesen motor la dey!!!...
Dah jadi minah rempit sempit la !!!!
125z si boh!!!...kencang seii!!!!

Since aku balik till now...
Juz wanna say thanks to Ronnie and friends
Which they called themself Geng Gonjolz..
They make my day smile everyday/everyweeks..till now..
Support me alot especially Yan , Ron & Suzy..
Tunggu aku gaji k guyz...as per normal la eh!!
Thanks to has birthday...and happy birthday to u bro..
Tak kerana has nyer birthday...aku tak jumpa KIN!!
Kerana has nyer birthday aku dpt jumpa Kin & joe and Eda!!!
Kin!!..makin gemok!!...gi kurus kan badan oke..suruh joe training
Tengok mcm badan zul..langsing dah lawa jer...feewwiitt...hahaha
Nanti nak naik pelamin nak carik baju susah tau!!...betul!!!
Tak sabar nak makan free..woohooo...

And as for me...
Hmmm...back to my singlehood life...as usual org kata..
Buat mcm biasa...buat dunno ajer..buat tak tau...buat bodoh..
Hahahaha
Im not the same as last time...im totally different..
Itu pun org tegur...bukan aku puji diri aku sendiri..
So people see tat im totally different..entah betul ke tidak
Tapi majority kata gitu...different pun different la...
i dun want to knoe and i dun care too..
Entah aper yang different nyer pun aku tak tau...
God bless me...

And today is friday nite..aku ader OT kul 1 pagi sampai kul 7 pagi
Besok masuk keje kul 9 pagi..
1 hour 30 mins rest??...Wat the hell...
Oke..i wanna rest now...

I will update in few days time...